Feeling broken is a horrible, horrible feeling. You feel alone, unwanted, unloved. You feel like you'll never be put back together again.
This is what depression does to me. It makes me feel broken. It makes me feel like nobody cares. I feel all alone in that moment. I feel like I'm drowning and will never get out.
But then, for reasons I can't explain, it just stops and goes away. I know people care, I don't feel alone, and I know I can get through this.
Today I fixed this wire all by myself after months of keeping it in the basement I decided to try and fix the wire myself and I did it. It's not broken anymore. This is what it's like. You think you're broken, but you're not. Someone or something will fix you again. It will pull you out of your brokenness. You are never alone. And if you need a reminder, ask me, I will remind you. I will be your person. I will help pull you out of your brokenness because I've been there. Because I know what it's like to have no one and have to fight those demons alone. And we shouldn't have to fight them alone.
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