This really spoke to me. I feel like the girl on the swing. I'm terrified to jump, I'm terrified I'm going to get hurt. I've always been like this. For the longest time my fears have held me back, that I don't know what it feels like to let go. To truly move on, to fly. I don't know what it feels like to not be constantly afraid, though my fears are now coming forth as anxiety. New name, same feelings. It terrifies me to get better, that sounds silly, but it's how it feels. I'm afraid to truly be happy, as I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop. I feel like all of this self doubt, fear, anger, pain, self hatred, memories, all of it, has me weighted down. I'm stuck, I can neither fall nor fly. It gets to the point where you become numb. Just some thoughts inspired by this image. Thank you for reading.