Hey people of instagram,
I am so and so. One week I'm fine, the next I'm a ball of anxiety. Many people could relate I guess. That's how I am. You could say I am mentally unstable. I really try to focus on self love but bad days and bad weeks take over and negative emotions happen and I end up feeling like a failure once again.
The trigger this time was that my cat was not eating its new, expensive food. You're propably thinking that this is fucking stupid but lemme explain. Johnnie, the cat, is almost 8 and for all these years he was eating a cheap cat food that made him quite fat. I did my research, and I decided to get him a grain free cat food which is the best type for such carnivore animals.
Johnnie barely ate it though, plus he had a hard time pooping. I read a lot online, after I gave him the food, how you should be careful transitioning from a full grain diet to a grain free, because it may upset their digestive system.
All in all, I drove my self crazy, thinking that Johnny was suffering from pain in his bowels, worrying that he wasn't eating enough and that he was hungry. I felt that he is totally dependant on me and I failed him. I felt guilty.
I bought a new , expensive, grain free, food that he likes, so we are good.
But this week had me feeling like shit.
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