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It’s Miracle Baby Monday. Shout out your miracle baby 👶🏽. Today we are shouting a unique story of hope from @arainbowfromonyx. Check out what she had to say about her miracle baby “Before Onyx, I had two miscarriages. After my second I was diagnosed with secondary infertility and it really hit me hard. I had no idea such a thing even existed! I thought if you could get pregnant once you could get pregnant again, easy, but I learned otherwise. Doctors told us we’d likely need IVF to conceive in the future and that my insurance likely wouldn’t cover anything. It was horrible. Like most families, we didn’t have the funds for IVF and I didn’t think I could go through that entire process regardless. I lost all hope.
Despite the diagnosis I miraculously got pregnant again a few months later. I wish I could give some advice but I’m still shocked that it happened. When we went in to the first prenatal appointment even my OB was like “so, I’m confused as to how you’re here but yay”. Our baby was perfect but I unfortunately went into early labor and had to give birth at 20 weeks, 4 days. My son Onyx was born on August 30, 2018. Doctors said he was too early to be born alive but he came out kicking and survived for 46 minutes. Everyone was shocked.
First doctors said we wouldn’t conceive, then they said I’d probably miscarry (high chances due to two precious losses), then they said our baby wouldn’t be born alive.
Onyx didn’t survive the 100 years that I wish he did but he beat so many odds and for that, he’ll always be our miracle baby.” #miraclebabymonday #miraclebaby #rainbowbaby #infantlosssupport #infantloss #infantlossawareness #pregnancyloss #pregnancylosssupport #pregnancylossawareness #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesupport #sids #sidsawareness #rainbowofhope #hope


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It’s Miracle Baby Monday. Shout out your miracle baby 👶🏽. Today we are shouting a unique story of hope from @arainbowfromonyx. Check out what she had to say about her miracle baby “Before Onyx, I had two miscarriages. After my second I was diagnosed with secondary infertility and it really hit me hard. I had no idea such a thing even existed! I thought if you could get pregnant once you could get pregnant again, easy, but I learned otherwise. Doctors told us we’d likely need IVF to conceive in the future and that my insurance likely wouldn’t cover anything. It was horrible. Like most families, we didn’t have the funds for IVF and I didn’t think I could go through that entire process regardless. I lost all hope.
Despite the diagnosis I miraculously got pregnant again a few months later. I wish I could give some advice but I’m still shocked that it happened. When we went in to the first prenatal appointment even my OB was like “so, I’m confused as to how you’re here but yay”. Our baby was perfect but I unfortunately went into early labor and had to give birth at 20 weeks, 4 days. My son Onyx was born on August 30, 2018. Doctors said he was too early to be born alive but he came out kicking and survived for 46 minutes. Everyone was shocked.
First doctors said we wouldn’t conceive, then they said I’d probably miscarry (high chances due to two precious losses), then they said our baby wouldn’t be born alive.
Onyx didn’t survive the 100 years that I wish he did but he beat so many odds and for that, he’ll always be our miracle baby.” #miraclebabymonday #miraclebaby #rainbowbaby #infantlosssupport #infantloss #infantlossawareness #pregnancyloss #pregnancylosssupport #pregnancylossawareness #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #miscarriagesupport #sids #sidsawareness #rainbowofhope #hope


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If I had a wish

I knew would come true-

I'd ask to visit Heaven

so I could see you.

You're loved beyond measure,

you're missed

so many ways.

I send you my love

this Christmas-

and every day. - Ellen M. DuBois
#griefsupport #miscarriagesupport #griefpoem #missyouatChristmas #ineverheldyou #babyloss #miscarriageawareness #youarenotalone #grief #loveneverdies #Christmascanbetough #missingyouatChristmas #lovetoHeaven


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Day 39 // SORROWFUL MYSTERIES IN THANKSGIVING

life is heavy;
you are light
I am weary;
give me fight
life is long;
an endless night
I’ve no vision;
be my sight
@rachelbargasimpson

OPENING PRAYER TO BE SAID AT THE BEGINNING OF THE ROSARY // Blessed Mother, thank you for hearing my prayer and and interceding on my behalf. Mary, Mother of my Soul, be with me all my days, and accept my humble thanks for your many gifts, which I accept in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

// image by Andreas Dress via @unsplash
To share your story in our community, please tag @thelittlesouls and hashtag #avoiceforlittlesouls or email mystory@thelittlesouls.com, with the subject My Little Soul.

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Today is one of those not so rosy days. I’m fortunate in so many ways but today, out of the blue, what we’ve lost has come flooding back & feels really raw (maybe because it’s near Christmas). We had 6 weeks of joy before our world came crashing down around us. I had been 2 months sober when the test came back positive, and I honestly thought it was my reward for turning my life around. I then thought losing our dream was punishment for my years of chaos. What followed was 3 months of complications and hospital visits, topped with a grief that I still find hard to come to terms with. But, what I do take from it is that if I hadn’t been sober I would be off a virtual cliff. The second half of 2018 has allowed me to get to know my sober-out-of-choice self, and not sobriety out of motherhood necessity. Oh man, sometimes you gotta dig so deep for those silver linings eh?! So, today I’ll leave my hair a mess, embrace my eye bags, keep my PJs on and allow myself a little wallow time. I’m not sharing for pity but in the hope that it lets others know they’re not alone, as I know total strangers stories have really helped me. Tomorrow is a new day but for now it’s the sofa & the Louis Theroux back catalogue #talkingnotdrinking #soberlife #miscarriageawareness #selfcare #soberliving #miscarriage #thankgodimsober #sober #odaat


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It’s not about how many times you fall, it’s about how many times you get back up! After a week long unplanned hiatus (thanks strep throat + the flu!) I am BACK!!!!!! More GRATEFUL than ever for the little things. Like being able to swallow this drink, being able push play today and head to work!!!! I have a HUGE group kicking off today where we are focusing on health through the Holidays and leading us into the New Year! I’m excited to build community and reach goals with these women! It may look like I’m alone working out everyday , but I’m not!! I’ve got so much support and accountability I’ll never quit! 😘

Look at the BIG PICTURE! Life isn’t that bad!


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Excited to introduce to you my free blog theschooloffertility.com (link in bio). 21st December marks the day I was due to give birth to our little one that I sadly missed miscarried. In this blog I’ve included a lot of info, tools and techniques that have helped me and my husband optimise our fertility, feel empowered to take control of our fertility journey and grow through our devastating experience. Some of the best medical and holistic fertility specialists have kindly contributed allowing us to learn from their knowledge too. Hope you find it helpful and I’d love to hear your feedback/any suggestions for new blog posts x

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Every time someone asks me what I would like for Christmas, they always roll their eyes at my response. “There isn’t a single thing I really want or need” I’ve had to explain to people this isn’t a response of me “not wanting to participate in the holidays or I’m acting extremely depressed. This was going to be the first Christmas as a mom, I wanted to ask everyone to ignore giving me a gift to give my son a huge Christmas.
Do what helps you survive the holidays. You know what is right and will help you. You’re so strong mama ♥️ #stillbirthawareness #pregnancyloss #infantloss #miscarriage #stillbirth #babyloss #babylossawareness #miscarriageawareness #infantloss #grief #pregnancyafterloss


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May your Holidays Be Merry and Bright!!!
I’ve talked about how much I love Christmas.
Even though I didn’t have the easiest childhood.
Even though I struggled with Infertility, and Infertility during the Holiday season can be almost unbearable.
But even during the hardest times, the Holiday Season was a beacon for New Beginning and Hope!!
I always knew, even in my darkest hours, that at this time of year I could believe in Miracles and have True Hope that it could and would Happen!!!
May your Holidays Be Merry and Bright and Full of the Promises of a New Year🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻


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You know the part that hurts the most? The fact that I had to lie to my child. Unfortunately on the day of one of my 4 ultrasounds to watch baby Ryker was very sick and I was left with no other choice but to bring him to my appointment. I told him they were just making sure my tummy was ok. This weekend Ryker finally asked if they were looking for a baby because he really wants a baby sister. It killed me to lie to him. I feared telling them the truth, last time it put Nolan into therapy for 7 months because he was sure I was going to die. Now I feel like I am dying this time. I cannot grieve in front of them and I have very little support. My poor husband gets the brunt of it. I will continue to pretend because my son’s anxiety is more important to me. Someday I won’t feel like I’m drowning. #mymiscarriagematters #miscarriageawareness


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Women go through many emotions while going through fertility treatments. The biggest one is blaming themselves or their bodies. They feel broken or less of a woman for not being able to conceive on their own. I am here to tell you the exact opposite! You are a fighter for going through all of this. Your body can put up with so much that you don’t even realize. Take it easy on yourself and take care of your body. The storm will pass and one day the sun will shine again. .
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They told me that grief is like a wave or roller coaster... it is... I was going “okay” thinking I could get through Christmas without a hiccup. I’ve gotten good at hiding it too... then today... 💥 I am on low tide again. I’m scared. I’m anxious and I’m so completely lost. We’ve had insensitive things that really hurt this past week thrown at us. I don’t feel good tonight and my body aches from me pushing the grief down. When you hear someone say their grief is physical - it is because instead of riding the wave, they push it away.
I may have gotten good at smiling and laughing again. But every day and forever Alexander is missing from my arms. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m lost. That’s every day... 👼🏻 #mybabymatters #infantlossawareness #pregnancyandinfantloss #stillbirthawareness #infantloss #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #stillborn #stillbirth #stillbirthbreakthesilence #stillbirthawareness #stillbornstillloved #stillbornbutstillborn #stillbornawareness #stillbornbaby #angelbaby #babyboy #angelmama #stillamother #grief #love #loss


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The more I learn and grow, the more aware and interested I become on how I need to be treating my body. For years you have heard me say “just start moving.” And I stand by that! Being stagnant is incredibly harmful - so instead, choose movement. But once you have made that decision, how are you restoring your body, increasing mobility, preventing injury and encouraging long term health. .
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I am fascinated by nutrition, strength, stretch, sleep and spine health and how all work together to enhance your fit life.
One form of movement that I have always enjoyed but have neglected as a daily practice (except when I was a youngster at the gym)... hand stands. .
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Upper body strength.
Core strength.
Improved circulation.
Mood enhancement.
Improved breathing.
Increased bone, spine & joint health. .
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Sign me up!!! .
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If you have never tried a handstand before - don’t follow all of my leads - including on hardwood, near a book shelf/furniture, alone at 5am 😂. Seek out a professional in person, buddy up, & find some turf or gym mat flooring with a cushion under head! If you are experienced, attempt this progression:

1. Kick up to wall support. Over time, utilize more core and upper body engagement, noting stability and breathing.
2. Kick up near wall - allowing your body to work between support and free space. Over time, attempt less and less reliance on wall support.
3. Attempt all free space and let your body navigate. Over time, track progress through length of holds and control!
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Check out my stories for the full video - just less than a minute for all three progressions. Imagine how you could improve if you spent 1-5 minutes each morning working on these 3 exercises to improve handstands. Imagine the reward your body could feel!!


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My partners mum bought us 2 little angles to hang from our Christmas tree ⚘💕 what a lovely gift for our two tiny angels
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#miscarriageawareness #angelmum #angelbabies #lifeafterlost #christmas #familytime #miscarriagematters #alwaysremember


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The problem is not with my thighs or my tummy or the scales ..... the problem is with my head .... So here’s the thing.. Im the heaviest I’ve ever been, my body is much less toned, my fitness level is drastically reduced... it has been bothering me so much I actually asked my GP if she could give me something to reduce my weight (true story) of course her answer was a big fat NO she was like, you are going through something most people don’t put their bodies through - back to back IVF after pregnancy loss, my body has not had a proper rest for 2 years, so of course I’m carrying fluid and excess weight & feeling generally like shit, but the problem is not with my body it’s with my head... why do I even care- I want a family so badly and will do anything to have that beautiful little bub in my arms, why do I care about a few extra kilos and not being at my usual fitness??? Because I’m only human & its natural to resist change and want what we don’t have (now I’m wanting both a baby & my old body back) - I have to remind myself, this will all be worth it in the end & I need to practice what I preach & continue to self-love & self-care at every step of the way through this grilling process... I now have my constant reminder on my arm reminding me of the journey and to never stop loving me...... .
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What I wouldn’t give to have you here 💔
#pearl #stillborn #stillbornstillloved #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness


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TTC AND MISCARRIAGE
It’s coming up to one year of us TTC and within this year we lost our baby that we conceived within the first month of trying
It’s been 10 months since the loss and every month since I hope to see two lines but unfortunately it hasn’t been the case and my god it’s mentally draining when you want something so bad and it’s just not happening .
It’s hard not to blame yourself
It’s hard not to be disappointed in yourself
But I’m not giving up


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Gisteren was het wereldlichtjesdag. Vandaag brandt hier een kaarsje. Vandaag 3 jaar geleden hadden we de eerste echo van mijn eerste zwangerschap. Toen bleek dat ons zo gewenste kindje al een week niet meer leefde. Vandaag 3 jaar geleden zaten we nog dezelfde dag bij de verloskundige én bij de gynaecoloog. Morgen 3 jaar geleden nam ik pillen om mijn lichaam de zwangerschap te laten afbreken. Over een week 3 jaar geleden onderging ik desondanks een ingreep.
Een kindje, een zo welkom kindje, dat nog geen 9 weken geleefd heeft. Een kindje dat ik gezien en aangeraakt heb, nadat het - gewoon thuis - geboren was. Een kindje zonder echte naam. Bewust, omdat we geen naam hebben gevonden die past. We zullen nooit weten of H een grote broer of een grote zus heeft.
Dat kindje ben ik dankbaar. Dankbaar, omdat ik zonder dit kindje H niet had gehad. Onze geweldige zoon, die aanstaande zondag alweer 2 wordt.
Je snapt, december is voor ons een rare maand.
Dit is het eerste jaar dat ik echt stilsta bij wat er 3 jaar geleden gebeurd is. Na een jaar stond ik immers op het punt van bevallen. Vorig jaar werd H 1 en trouwden onze beste vrienden. Dit jaar heb ik de tijd.
Het verlies heeft geen gapend gat achtergelaten. Ik heb één kind, geen twee. Er gaan hele weken voorbij waarin ik niet aan dit kindje denk. Maar het zit voor altijd in onze harten ❤


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Today has been kind of an insane roller coaster of emotions for me and feelings. I don’t want to accept that you’re both gone.... does it ever get easier 😢💔 #lost #heartbroken #brokenheart #loss #grievingmother #loveofmylife #iloveyou #imissyou #comeback #foreverfootprints #gpa #mybaby #togetherinheaven #watchoverus #love #stillborn #miscarriageawareness #support #angel #mybabyhaswings


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15 weeks baby!🥰🤰🏻
Gender scan in 8 days! I couldn’t be more excited! 💙💗
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Introducing...my "Passion Project" .
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As most of you know before Jax came along I went through something called a "blighted ovum", a type of miscarriage. Long story short, after 9 weeks of pregnancy the baby didn't make it due to chromosome abnormalities.
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As you mommas know.... the moment you find out you are pregnant you are instantly connected to that baby and have already fallen in love! So to say I took it HARD was an understatement. I really went to a dark place but talking and sharing it was the only thing that help me heal. I believe women shouldn't have to feel like they have to suffer their loss in silence. .
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After such heartbreak I was blessed with my rainbow 🌈🌈 He really is just that. A TRUE LIGHT!!! .
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Going through this experience has compelled me to encourage other strong mommies to wear their experience with pride the way I want to wear mine! This led me to design mommy and me tees ❤ This is the first of many and will be the one I am the most passionate about because its so close to my heart!! This set represents the life that was once there and will never be forgotten. .
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If you or someone you know has been through this and would wear this shirt PROUDLY let me know!! .
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PRE ORDERS START TOMORROW!! 🙌🏼
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DON'T FORGET TO TAG YOUR FRIENDS!! .
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Your love and support mean the world to me, xo
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When you’re really happy for someone and their pregnancy, but you shy away from ultrasound photos, bump pictures and their newborn beauty.... the pain is just unbearable.
Some don’t understand the feeling we experience after a miscarriage or an ectopic pregnancy; ‘shouldn’t you just get on with it...’ ‘it wasn’t even a baby yet’....It’s important to remember, conception still occurred, life was created, a baby cocktail was in the making... something just went wrong in the process. It may get easier in time, but we will never, ever forget the journey; and will never stop wondering what our babies could have grown up to become. My 2 babies are gone, but will never be forgotten! 🦋 🦋#ectopicpregnancy #ectopicsurvivor #lifeafterectopic #miscarriage #miscarriageawareness #miscarriageawareness


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For days I cried. Not non stop but at the most sporadic moments.
At target walking by the maternity section, watching tv, talking to my husband, cleaning my house, and my favorite place; in the car.
I didn’t understand why I was mourning with such intensity. Was it post portum depression? Was it a yearning God was putting back in my heart for another child when I had already closed that chapter in my life? Was I not being obedient.... or worse Did I do this that night of doubt and fear? Did I speak death into this baby?!!! These thoughts grew larger and larger. This baby had only been mine for a short time but the short time It had with me did I love it well?
Soon my head filled with thoughts of shame. Thoughts of what ifs. The moment I had knowledge of the faint line why didn’t I tell those close to me?! Shame. Why didn’t I have the same excitement for this baby as I did my others? Guilt.
Are you there too sister? Trying to figure out why things happened? Why things are the way they are?
Did I not parent them well you ask? Was I not enough for my husband? Could I have worked harder? Did I see signs that I ignored? Had I acted faster? Had we gone to the dr sooner... Shame. Guilt. Pouring all over you
You are mourning and you’re trying to make reason of all of this. We had a life planned out and here we are in what we are sure is a season of life that doesn’t belong to us. “This wasn’t part of my story with you God”
My baby was mine for a short time, but I had already spent a lifetime with them in my mind. I had imagined the moment I told my loved ones. We had gone on walks. We had gone on car rides as I closed my eyes and saw them sitting in the back seat. My future changed and it had a baby in it. A Baby I felt God had pointed me towards... yet here I was with no baby.

You too had dreams and hopes for you life and they too may not be lining up with your present life.
I pray you know these two things. Guilt and Shame were not a cross we have to carry. Jesus carried it all for us the distance of 2,000 feet and shed his blood over it, making us clean.


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-MISCARRIAGE-

There are no words to describe a sorrow so deep you feel it is going to swallow you whole. No words to describe what it feels like to be a parent in your heart, but not in the world. There is no way to describe the despair of not one, but two losses in two years. It feels absolutely impossible.

I can’t talk more about this right now. I would be speaking from an open wound, not a healed scar, and that doesn’t help anyone. Please understand, if you reach out, you may not get a response. It’s all just too much right now. Thank you for being on the journey with us.





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