I found my senpai's aesthetic account and idk if I should follow it or not Ahh. It's also private so even if I do request to follow it I'd need to anxiously wait being accepted or not. Plus that account doesn't have many followers so he'll probably be wondering how I found it, and what if he finds out it's me? You see on this account I don't go by my birth name which he knows me as but still who knows?
Like I wanna follow him but then I don't... What should I do?