The hell, I really don't know why I wnated to do this job.. I could cry.. but it wouldn't make it better. Even this day felt like it willt never end. Now I have to do this for three years. This three years will gonna be very loong. I wish I could quit this.. but then I would have nothing. And I would break my own promise... I promise to me, that I'll never give up & I'll fight til the end .. no matter how hard it will be.
The only motivation at the moment is the weekend. I hope it will be better, when I've school once in a week. :/ - 07.08.18 -