This is reality. This is how a picture has zero representation of truth (more often than not). I posed differently, and flexed differently, and it makes a fucking difference. And where I’m at on my journey is that I still care. I wish I didn’t, but I do. And I hope one day I won’t, do I’m naming when I notice myself doing this inaccurate #selfjudgement and incorrect relation to #selfworth.
I have no #runfies because I run with no phone #tooheavy...and my ego is feeling like you all NEED to know what I look like. Fuck, crazy hey? And also that I need to show that I am running. But who gives a flying fuck? These legs take me so far, so high, #mountainhorny @katsloanfeeney 😉 #inthebush #morningwoodS...And so, I’m showing my ego how this runfie in itself would even be bullshit because: scroll. And yes, my ego was happy that the “smallest” pics came first. How #monkeymind is that, hey? I’m watching it swing in this jungle of a crazy ass (albeit beautiful) World.