I grew up telling myself that time spent wishing, was time spent wasted. Why wait for opportunity, when you can make it yourself? Desires are often a self-proclaimed lust, seeking an empty necessity. But over the years, I opened up to my desires, and the understanding that i am not trash, and I deserve more than that mentality of "I am not worthy." I sought after my own happiness, instead of fulfilling others enjoyment by avoiding my own true satisfaction-- always putting others quality of life before my own. All the while knowing, it was easier to make others happy than facing the demons that kept me from my own fulfillment.
But through the years, and seasons that have shown what appears to be a marker of loss and death, I know that the leaves have to fall, for the rebirth of spring. That the flowers will bloom after the being weighed down by snow. That if you do not follow your desires, the Earth will continue its rotation, and the endless opportunities will spin past. That time spent wishing, can grow into something greater than you have ever imagined. .
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