Things I do when I can’t sleep. Read, Write, and read old things I have written. Here is an interesting paragraph from October 2017.
“Already I find myself daydreaming about life after this. What it will be like, and how I want to be different, live different, be better. I wonder what the impact of living such a different life for a year will be like. What will be ingrained in me? We have only been in a new country for two weeks. It has become rather apparent that I am always planning the future instead of living my life in the present. Months ago I was daydreaming about this, and now I sit here daydreaming about when this is over. What am I doing? I need to make the present the primary focus. This is all I have.”