❤ Often, I realize I am afraid of something as an adult, that was conditioned in me as a child.
❤ I picked up my first tube of red lipstick a few weeks ago.. so glad I did. Of all the makeup products I use, lipstick in general was off limits. I saw it as so elegant and classy, I wore a light pink that barely colored my lips for my wedding, pretty sure that was the last time I used lipstick! wtf
❤ I remember hearing and reading about so many women I thought were so glamorous, and they all wouldn't leave the house with at least lipstick on... me I go ahead and put clothes on too 😉
❤so.. I'm finding balance as I process this complete metamorphosis taking place inside me... I'm slowing down... lipstick is such a simple thing, I mean I had no idea it would help my self esteem so much. My momma fucked me over, but I'm clawing my way back out, and I'm getting physically stronger... I can feel it. So I'm not saying red lipstick will make me better or stronger, just content.. I always wanted ruby red lipstick... you know, the one all the whores wear!! 😂
❤ the energy in the atmosphere is intense and it is literally in place so that we hoomans can let go of all the baggage and bullshit that keeps everyone from seeing the authentic you! ❤ they are asking us to let go of worries and fear... anything you surrender now will be taken away completely, so just let go...
Cleansing, rebirth... new life inside this heart of mine ❤ ..
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