You have to remain faithful. This is the point in your walk where you can't give up! This is the point where the enemy is looking for you to give up and stop!!!!! You can't because someone needs what you carry. Yes many souls are attached to your obedience! I am praying daily for you to continue. Your race will be finished with great joy and you will accomplish everything God told you to accomplish.
Let us hold fast the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful.
Hebrews 10:23 NKJV