Sometimes, your worst enemy is you.
The pain you feel is all because you can't accept or learn how to love yourself.
People expect so much of you that you're left with this new persona in front of you, the person people want you to be. You keep running and chasing after them but you're never able to catch up.
It almost feels like that person is parallel to you, and you can never touch them..you both never meet...you never agree...both in different dimensions, opposite worlds.
You start to hate yourself. You start to feel the pressure on your shoulders, that you'll never be that image they want you to be.
If everyone wants you to be yourself, why do you have to try and be someone else to please them?
It's already difficult to deal with your responsibilities and duties as a human being..
Even when you say that you're done trying to be someone else, a part of you still races to touch that persona, that 'perfect you'...but alas, there is no hope in becoming someone you can never relate to. You cannot be someone that you cannot reach, someone that isn't you.
They become a reflection. They reflect the desires..not yours..but theirs. Their desires for you...how they want you to be.
You feel weak and beaten, nothing is right...That you aren't good enough for life... ...And that's when you pick up the gun.
Not for yourself, but for your reflection.
Instead of hating yourself, learn to love it by hating that reflection. You are a human, not a God. You have flaws and you have issues, but you're loved and cared for...You are perfect.
No one can pull you out of that pit of darkness...no one but you.
Hate that persona, loath it. You wouldn't want to be someone you hate. Instead of walking towards it, turn around and make it the one to chase after you. You are stronger than they say, you are perfect the way you are.
Now pick up that gun...Not for yourself, but for your reflection.
Now put your finger on that trigger..
Destroy the fake you.
Shoot the mirror.
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