‘Okay bed time guys’ apparently that translates ‘okay start playing up guys’ bed time turned into a game of what I can only describe as tag rugby? One toddler legging it in the kitchen opening the fridge, the other wriggles under the sofa to eat my last bit of chocolate that I was saving for later. I was up, down ,up ,down. I could feel my anxiety getting greater and my frustration came out in my tone of voice (I hate that) I tried to read a story and I tried to tickle backs. Just as I thought they had gone to dream land I slither out of the their bed on to the floor... nope still awake ‘mummy bed’ Raulf insist I sleep next to him (he rarely does that to me) he then starts crying for his daddy, he does this all day , I try and do his shoes ‘no daddy do it’ his coat,his teeth ,bath time every thing is ‘no daddy do it’ mellie finally falls to sleep on the sofa at 6:30 and raulf fell asleep at 6:45 in his bed ,with his slippers on hugging a pack of wet wipes. I feel so bloody tired I can’t even be bothered to make a tea (that I badly want) eidee is cuddle in to my chest and her snot is all over me and milk is dribbling from her mouth in to my hair. Theo is snoring upstairs with his torch in his hand still on, he reads in bed and always falls asleep before he’s ready. Iv got this feeling just to go jump into bed put my head under my pillow and just hide, fall asleep and dream of all the things we need to be mended and be better? .
Tonight was a crazy bedtime , I still appreciate these nights tho! How would I grow as a mother without them?
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