I woke up this morning and decided it's time I'm really serious about creating the life I want and that means having a baby and starting my family. I've been married for 10 years and have endometriosis. The last 10 years have gone in the blink of an eye and before I knew it, I'm 40 years old and still waiting for things to fall into place so I can start my family.
I've always known I would have kids, I wanted 5 because I'm one of 5 and so is my husband and both my parents. I don't know if this is possible for me now but if I don't try… how will I ever find out?
Truth be told, I've never really tried to get pregnant. Everyone thinks I have but I haven't. I have 4 eggs retrieved and frozen for IVF transfer but I want to get pregnant naturally so I'm giving myself the next few months to manifest my baby and actually get pregnant. No more thinking that I have time. It's time to create the life I want. While I do this, I'm going to work on creating my online coaching business so I can continue to transform the lives of my clients online and have a passive income.
I hate being visible hence why I've created this anonymous account which no one knows about but you, who have somehow managed to find me. I do not want to be followed by my friends or family because I need this space to be truly free and open about how I'm feeling but I'd like to share this journey with people who might relate.
So, without further ado!
My first step to manifesting my dream life and my baby is to send pink light.
I read about this on the Abraham Hicks Facebook page and this is what I'm going to be doing: "Start seeing the person in your imagination. Surround them quickly with a lot of pink light, or pink smoke, which symbolises love. Send love from your body to theirs, strongly from your chest/heart/solarplexus area. Keep talking to yourself and to them about how much you love them, and feel yourself sending them love.
Do for 2 minutes, morning and night." According to the Abraham Hicks FB group, this sending of love raises your vibration and the other person must raise their vibration to match yours, or vibrate out. You should see the results in 3-7 days.