All those years, you have searched for many ways to isolate, hurt, attack, humiliate, play and destroy and to rectify all your deeds and your behavior since years, but It's reality, it's my life - and you play yourself, always remember that. ~
Don't be proud that you were able to play and hurt all those years, just look at yourself how many piteous tools you have to use, to get along. There's nothing left in your soul...are you proud of it? Proud to try to destroy someone else with the help of so many others. You are a poor soul.