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Dinner, worth for 203 calories.
100gr Mango and 200gr low fat cottage cheese because I need the protein.
Today I eated a total of 829 calories because I had a visitor and that means breakfast and lunch...
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Da ich auf meinem Hauptaccount @_x.lost.hope.x_ heute schon 23 mal gemeldet wurde, wird das hier nun mein Backup- Account. •

Ich gehe davon aus, dass mein anderer Account bald gelöscht wird, wenn das so weiter geht. Wäre ziemlich kacke, ja.. Aber sollte das so kommen, wird meine Geschichte hier weitergehen! 😊


Ich habe immer noch vor zu recovern und würde im Falle des Falles hier einen Neustart machen! Vielleicht werden hier sogar ab und an ein paar Texte von mir kommen! 😊


Ich lasse den Account erst nochmal offen, solange es wirklich nur ein Backup ist! 🙈


#recovern#recovery#recoveryrelapse#depression#bipolarestörungen#bipolar#manischdepressiv#svv#cutting#selbsthass#myrecoveryway#staystrong#starkbleiben#recoveryisworthit#recoveryissohard


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since I posted it everywhere else. i’m going off all social media for a while. i’m exhausted and frustrated and don’t want to deal with this anymore. if you need to contact me text me. i’m not going to be checking messages. #recoverywarrior #recoveryrelapse #hurt #anorexiarecovery


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Verzweiflung. Sinnlosigkeit. Hoffnungslosigkeit.
Wozu mach ich das alles, wenn es doch eh nicht besser wird?
Vielleicht habe ich es nicht verdient, glücklich zu sein, vielleicht habe ich es nicht verdient, in Freiheit zu leben. Vielleicht, vielleicht, vielleicht...
Ich weiß es nicht. Man weiß es nicht. Niemand weiß es. Niemand weiß, wie mein Leben in 10 Jahren aussieht.
Vielleicht lohnt es sich ja doch, zu kämpfen. Vielleicht lohnt es sich ja doch, mutige Schritte vorwärts zu gehen.
Vielleicht ist alles auch gar nicht so sinnlos wie es mit erscheint.
Ich weiß es nicht. Ich werde es nur erfahren, wenn ich nicht aufgebe. Immer weiter machen. Ein paar Schritte vor und auch welche zurück. Aber so ist der Weg nun mal. ☁️


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lots of self doubt this weekend/week but today I got my nails done. I worked out successfully and ate a decent meal. it’s okay I guess. #nails #halfandhalf #ana #anorexiarecovery #recovery #recoveryrelapse #fullrelapse #bearwithme


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I went out in public today with zero makeup on, which I don’t do, I felt horrible the majority of the day and only lasted 9 mins in the gym today. it’s a bad case of a monday. #princesspoppy #nomakeup #filter #wigs #anorexiarecovery #deepdepression #verynotokay #fullrelapse #recoveryrelapse


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I want to be real. I want to be raw. I don’t want to sugarcoat this shit. I need a place to talk about how I feel & my recovery. I’ve literally judged so hard people that do this but why? It helps people. I want to be helped and I want to help myself.
Fuck it. I’ll be raw. I’ll fucking do this and if it doesn’t help, who cares? Screw it. I’ve tried. Let’s get this to a place where I can document my “recovery” my “grin and bear it” and my “absolute fucking meltdown” and try help myself. And maybe help a few others.
#depressed #depression #anxiety #anxious #suicide #suicidal #depressionquotes #mydepression #ashamed #cut #cuts #selfharm #selfharmmm #selfharmer #recoveryisworthit #recoveryrelapse


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🌼Have #courage && be kind🌼. This is my motto for today! My #inspiration to be a better/stronger person💪🌻
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I need to have courage 💪at the moment, courage to keep going. Although life feels really hard and testing at the moment, I know with courage and hard work, life will get easier🤗
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I also need kindness! 💓Kindness more than anything right now. All I want to do is scream😲 at the staff, I don't want to be here and I hate that they can keep me here against my will❌. I what to shout at them to let me go home🏡. I hate them, but really they are just trying to look after me. ✋So I must hold it together and be kind to them💕. They don't deserve to be shouted at, I must be kind.💞
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#realrecovery will happen in time. I must be patient, have courage and be kind ♡
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.#life #quotetoliveby #quoteoftheday #motivation #inspirational #motivationalquotes #positivethinking #instagood #cute #beautiful #positivity #mentalillness #mentlhealth #recovery #instagood #instalike #thisgirlcan #bipolar #bipolardisorder #inpatient #recoverywarriors #recoveryisworthit #positivethinking #positivevibes #recoveryrelapse #depression #anxiety #inspiringwords #loveyourself


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sensible #tbt to make me feel a little better about my appearance today. #aclockworkorange #droog #falselashes #undereye #katvondlipstick #thin #pleasehelp #recoveryrelapse #totalrelapse


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Dinner for 144 calories is a salad with lettuce, cucumber, low fat cottage cheese, some chicken, nori leaves and dressing. For lunch, while writing my examen from 4:00pm till 5:30 I had a Mueller milk, that makes a total calorie intake of 539 calories. I still have some calories over but idk... I won't eat them OR I will have some Christmas sweets from it. At the moment I don't want anything.
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#recovery #recoveryrelapse #ednos #depression #therapy #eatingdisorder #edfam #edfighter #edfighter #depressed #recoveryfamily #anorexic #anorexia #magersucht #fooddiary #healthyfood #weightloss #hatemyself #depressed #ocd #anxiety #crying #cutter #cutting #relapsing #relapse #edrelapse #mentalillness #school #examentime


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