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When darkness hides the light and sadness comes crashing in like waves on the shore, learn to appreciate the beauty of the journey. When clouds cover the sun, remember that nothing lasts forever and one day the sun will shine in all its glory again. When the promises you know so clearly in your head don't settle in your heart, focus on them and commit them to memory so that they are there to encourage you even if you don't believe it. When you feel cut off by the sea and stranded alone, remind yourself that you are loved and reach out to someone you love. When all you see is the storm getting stronger and your fears are tightening in your chest, take a moment to refocus on your goals and have faith to walk on the water. When you feel far from God and no longer believe in Him, try and connect again even if it feels forced. When you don't believe that life grows in this much rain, remind yourself of the rare and precious sealife that still flourishes in the depths of the deepest ocean. When you no longer want to be here and want to hide in the harbour, remember that a boat may be safe from wind and storm in the harbour but that is not where boats are meant to be. When the sea pulls you under, learn to float and embrace the waves. When the sadness is overwhelming and you can no longer see the surface, know that there is life again and one day you will see it. When the sea calls you and the only place you want to be is on the beach, focus on the positives of where you are and who you are with. When the waves are high, that may be the best conditions for surfing. The sadness may be pulling you under like a rip tide. The fear may surround you like a cast ocean. The clouds may hide the sun. The waves may make you numb with coldness. But life can still be good. The waves will die down and the tide will change and take the clouds with it and bring you the sunshine. Life will be okay again. But for now, learn to surf 😭❤️🌫️🌊


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« Ça fait tellement de bien de se sentir rapetisser. De ne pas se laisser tenter. De ne plus être hantée. De ne plus avoir à résister chaque seconde.
D’attendre le résultat. De savoir qu’il sera là, grâce à tous ses efforts. Qu’un bout de soi paiera. Que l’on n’est pas que vain. Que vide. Qu’on ne fait pas rien. Qu’on se rapproche de son but. Qu’on se fait mal pour du bien. Qu’on réussit, enfin. »
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#ecriture #pensees #mots #bienetre #sante #tca #troublesalimentaires #poids #pertedepoids #corps #imagecorporelle #dysmorphophobie #boulimie #rechute #repit #chemin #guerison #saimer #motivation #ed #eatingdisorders #relapse #recovery #journey #journaling #weightloss #weightlossjourney #icandoit #feelingbetter #rabbithole


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okay I think I will upload more recent pictures of him soon ... ❤️how was your day?






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Tell me what it's like to have emotion. Show me what it's like to be enough. Teach you what it's like to be a headache. Who feels none of the above. 🍷 @sororitynoise (why cut yourself when you can fall in love instead & let your whole heart ripped out)
#gore#horror#blood#halloween#tortureporn#torture#knife#depression#sororitynoise#sad#mentalhealth#mentalillness#love#splatter#dark#instagood#lofi#poppunk#emo#aesthetic#bps#svv#bathroom#relapse#death#art#dark


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Thanks to Lord Litter Magic Music Box on @kwtf_radio for featuring BNG’s tune Relapse Friday June 22nd at 6pm! #blacknotegraffiti #relapse #rocknroll #itunes


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[19/6/18] i wish i had a hard time gaining weight. cuz being incredibly skinny is more accepting than having a chubby, fat or obese body. - kiwi.
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#food #purge #bulimia #calories #diet #starve #fat #cutting #relapse #death #blackpink #scars #depression #anxiety #suicide #OCD #ADHD #abuse #tumblr #art #paint #drawing #lgbt #lgbtq #lesbian #bi #camren #mamamoo #clexa #twice


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I woke up today ready to tell my friends goodbye. I didn’t see the point in going on anymore. I was ready to just give in and leave this life, permanently. But then I saw them, and we spoke and hung out and I realised why I carried on for so long in the first place, for them. We were being stupid and we were being ourselves and we were being us. I’ve decided to give life another chance. On Wednesday I’ll tell my therapist everything and see if she can help me. Maybe I can get answers for all this. Thank you for being with me on this journey. I hope you all give life a chance❤️🌃 #mentalillness #mentalillnessawareness #spreadawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #itgetsbetter #recovery #depression #anxiety #edrecovery #edawareness #bddawareness #selfharmawareness #selfharmrecovery #breakthestigma #staystrong #mentalhealthdays #selflove #relapse #support #mentalhealthwarrior #quotes #selfhelp #selfharmrelapse #rupikaurquotes #rupikaur #iwillgetthere #iwillgetbetter #mentalhealthsupport #supporteachother #givelifeachance


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Today I’ve eaten three pancakes, one pice of chocolate and an ice-cream. It became way more than I’d planned and now I’m dreading today’s dinner.
#depression #suicide #depressed #suicidal #eatingdisorder #ednos #bulimia #anxiety #socialanxiety #relapse


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“Music is like magic, there's a certain feelin' you get when you real and you spit, and people are feelin' your shit. This is your moment, and every single minute you spend tryna hold on to it 'cause you may never get it again.” ➖
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#eminem #slimshady #marshallmathers #marshallmatherslp2 #loseyourself #shady #eminemmemes #eminemfan #rap #quotes #eminemfanpage #eminemstan #love #instagood #goat #picoftheday #recovery #8mile #detroit #like4like #best #followme #revival #relapse #marshall #stanfamily #stan #hiphop #legend @eminem


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I start outpatient treatment for my ED relapse. Went 5 years doing good. Circumstances came up and I am owning up to my battles. My son needs his mom and I can’t continue my habits without bad consequences. BP is very low and 50 resting heart rate. I don’t want to be a ticking bomb for a heart attack. So here’s my truth. I’ll bring you along #eatingdisorder #ownup #recovery #bulimia #anorexia #anxiety #relapse #fighter #selflove #health


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Dinner; smokey n spicy red kidney beans with mashed sweet potato. Topped w hemp hearts, cashews, vegan margarine and a couple drops of maple syrup


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Check out my Eminem Top 10’s Playlist on youtube ! Link in bio 🔥🔥💥💥📹📹


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Don’t you agree? It’s takes a big person to admit they have a problem and actively do something about you. We are celebrating you today and everyday! Recovery is badass.


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God I am so exhausted. This 8 am seminar is killing me. Four hours of trying not to fall asleep.
Therapy was okay-ish .
I‘m still recovering from the flashbacks I had yesterday. When does this cptsd hell stop?! Sorry for all the negativity but I won‘t sugar coat anything here.
#cptsd #ptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #depression #bpd #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #atypicalanorexia #magersucht #edrecovery #essstörung #edfamily #edwarrior #anarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #relapse #recovery #ootd #mentalillness


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TW
So I fucked up pretty bad... I had made it nearly a week without abusing lax but I also hadn’t had a full meal since Thursday and I felt like I binged when I got home from work today (still less than 800 the whole day) so was feeling fat and gross but then I got an email from uni saying they needed more info for my special consideration which my brain seemed to think meant I’m not sick enough and just quickly downed a bunch of lax fml wtf is wrong with me I’m so fucking over my brain also forgot my meds today again so go me 😑 anyone who has had experience with uni and talking to them about mental health stuff pls dm me and let me know how u went about it bc apparently a letter from my psych wasn’t enough. Anyway hope you are all having a better night than me xxx


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I feel awful about the way I look right now/recently. Self worth has been very low due to a relapse in anorexia and depression this past week or so. But I just wanted to share this clip of my new video for YouTube. I took myself for a walk to get some air and try to walk and breathe my way out of relapse. I couldn’t remember the way which is apt because I have been feeling very lost in myself recently. So I hope this little message I received can help you if you’re feeling similar ❤️ please excuse my face lol. #mentalhealth #selfcare #selfworth #itsoktofeellost #lost #findingmyselfagain #anorexia #recoverymaintenance #recovery #relapse #lifeafterrelapse


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didn't get to post bc I had therapy but this was #brunch I had before. it was so filling but also really good. I mixed raspberries w the mango puree and added some on top and it was a game changer. also I "challenged" myself and added some cinnamon to the soy yogurt. even spices or overall everything I haven't eaten in a long time is scary.


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My old account got deleted :/ y'all please don't report this is my safe place please.
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Maybe I know that I'm done
I know you're the one 💕
Im thinking its better if you drive 🍂

#❤️ #photoshoot
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I had an absolutely amazing day today! One of my work friends came over for coffee and we ended up spending the whole day together, it was so lovely that she made the effort with me. Had such good chats and it was so nice to catch up with her. Intake has been really good as most of that is coffee (nespresso gets me everytime) but I'm really proud of myself and now I'm off to take some lorazepam and my sleeping meds and head to bed! Night x .
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😍I can't believe the change in me. 😪Only a phew weeks ago, I felt suicidal, lowest of lows, I was in such a dark place I never thought I could get through this. 🤚🏽But I have! It may have been a bad relapse, but I stood tall and got through it. I persevered through the depression and I got out the other side🌼
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💕This I hope is inspiration to everyone else going through the same pain. It may feel like the end, but you can get through it. It may hurt today, but tomorrow is another day. Depression can lift and happiness can follow. Stay strong Insta followers😚
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#outpatient #mentalillness #bipolardisorder #bipolar #bpd #eupd #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #mentalhealth #personailtydisorder #depression #depressed #depressedquotes #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #recovering #recovery #recoverywarriors #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #thisgirlcan #relapse #outpatientrecovery #outpatienttreatment #inspiration #motivation #suicide


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How is everyone doing? I apologize in advance about the fact that I might not be posting happy/funny shit for awhile. Lost someone I felt hella close to. Um so ya, that’s it...








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😚I finally feel like the depression has lifted and I can start to feel happy again. 😊I feel like a child again, enjoying all the beautiful things in life again - and there is so much to be grateful for💕
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🤔I feel like, because I've gone through my depression, I can appreciate things in life more. I love the sunshine🌞, the breeze on my skin 🍃and the wonderfulness of nature🌼. The lovingness of my family and boyfriend. I'm in such a content state of mind🤗
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#outpatient #mentalillness #bipolardisorder #bipolar #bpd #eupd #anxiety #anxietyrecovery #mentalhealth #personailtydisorder #depression #depressed #depressedquotes #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mentalhealthrecovery #mentalhealthawareness #recovering #recovery #recoverywarriors #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #thisgirlcan #relapse #outpatientrecovery #outpatienttreatment #trauma


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I’ve always been one to preach for people to reach out and ask for help when they’re feeling down, but I always forget how hard that is sometimes. The past 3 weeks I’ve been struggling so much and I’ve kept it bottled up inside me because it’s hard, it’s hard telling a loved one that you want to relapse and hurt yourself. It’s hard telling them how you’re really feeling inside, and how you just want to give up. Sometimes it’s not always easy to ask for help, but please try. And please, keep an eye on your friends and loved ones. Just ask if they’re doing okay. Just ask if they need a hand with anything to help relieve stress or pressure. Be there for your loved one’s and help them help their selves in times of need. ❤️ #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #recovery #relapse #bpd #depression #anxiety #selfharm #selfharmrecovery #awareness #love #kindness #help


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Starve your self hatred, not your body!
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Does your ED ever feel like another person that's living inside of you and controlling your every move?
I'm not sure if this is a normal symptom or if I'm just don't crazy... .
What my ED tells me is so overwhelming at times. Sometimes I can fight it, but most days I'm just too tired to even try and just let it happen.
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I wish I could save everyone with an eating disorder! In the beggining I thought that it sucked, obviously, but at least it gave me some insight into the mind of an individual who is struggling with this f***ed up disease. I was planning on using this insight to help people in the future. So when my therapist asked me what I would change about my situation, I told her "Only that I could get better. I still want this experience, but for it to be in the past". She was confused to why would someone want that. But, as I said, I thought I could help people.
Now, my mind has changed, I can't help anyone if I can't even help myself! If I could change my situation I wish this would never have happened, to me, or anyone!
It just a added struggle that nobody needs in their life.
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Unfortunately, we can't change our disease but we can react to it. And we can fight against it! So, I urge you, if you're struggling with an eating disorder, please seek help. You're worthy of recovery!! The faster you try to get rid of this toxic illness, the easier it'll be!! You can do this!!
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#anorexia #atypicalanorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #ana #anorexiarecovery #relapse #recovery #anorexic #bulimic #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #edfam #eatingdisorderrecovery #ed #eatingdisorder #edwarrior #edrecovery #bingeeating #bdd #bodydysmorphia


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I don't feel well today 😢


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Therapy today 😢😢😢


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[last nights binge] Down 400g from yesterday -> MW 50.9kg. Lil bit relieved but I feel like it’s still way too much. Hope I’m gonna drive home on Thursday with at least less than 50.5kg (because then I could say to myself I weigh 50). And then I wanna get below 50 until Saturday. Hope it works out. Gym was bomb on Sunday, went running yesterday and gonna go to the gym again today 💪🏼 having lots of free time this afternoon... hope I won’t b/p bc it would probably hinder me smashing a good workout. Tomorrow I dont even need to go to uni at all so I’ve got literally nothing to do but go to the gym and pack my bag for my move to my parents home 🙈#motivation#binge#purge#food#bp#ed#eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder#ana#mia#relapse#weightloss


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Hodgkin 2.0 - deel 1: eierstok verwijderen & start IVF || #hodgkinslymphoma #relapse #fertility #umc


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anyone else always have a slouch line across the tummy lol


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