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Hello. My goal is to loose 2-3kg in 1,5 weeks and I need this account to keep track.
I used to be recovered from anorexia but somehow it found a way to crawl back into my life.
Right now I don't have the energy to fight again. I am sorry.
Start weight on monday was 47.8kg. On my birthday I want to be below 46.0kg

Breakfast: 1 monte white, 1 cup hot lemon (32 calories when you buy it wtf?! Usually I just use real lemon juice)
Lunch: half a bowl of soup (no clue how many cals - bf gave it to me)
Dinner: 1 chocolate croissant 😒


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Man, every day is a #struggle. I try so hard to prevent myself from #relapsing. I’m #human. And today I relapsed again. I #regret it. I feel #horrible. It’s a struggle when you’re not surrounded by #support. But somehow it teaches me to be #stronger for myself. Don’t lose your #morals, your #integrity, and your #dignity. I have to remind myself over and over. I’m not like you. I don’t think I’m better than you. But I want to be better for myself. I want to become the better version of myself. I want to be that person who is #kind, #helpful, and #uplifts others to be better towards themselves and others. #bekind, #helpeachother #upliftoneanother.


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It’s like 3 am right now and I’m feeling like shit
Im fucked up idk what to do don’t wanna go to school wanna relapse wanna die idkkk what’s happening but kill me pliz
Sorry for the negativity): Be happy girls 💙🍓 #strawberry #strawberries #fruits #eatyourplants #nobm #bm #ednos #sick #of #life #killme #wannadie #relapsing #eatfresh #eatfruit #ly #bye


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Shout out to my dude @smokemdead_tattoos for this wicked freehand session. Much appreciated my dude. 🤘🏼💣🔥 #ink #relapsing #inklife

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I’m not giving up anytime soon!
This body has done so much for me, it’s survived despite all the horrible things I’ve put it through. It still allows me to run and dance and hug those I care about. It hasn’t given up on me, despite me giving it every reason to. Me giving up right now would be an insult to this beautiful body that just wants me to love it and take care of it like it deserves. Thank you for never giving up on me body, and I promise I won’t give up until I love you like you deserve. ♥️


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I'm sure we all know this feeling.


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Shame I don't get to escape so easily anymore...


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Your all brave souls for carry on fighting.


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Sending you all virtual hugs...


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