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by @breakinhorizon

What is the message?
What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow? There is progression.
I'm still standing here.
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt. #relapsing #beartooth

Devil's Lake
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by @mickbehavin

I post #silly ish but I got #good sense never confuse #MICKI as anything else I def take life serious but I #laugh &#smile to keep from goin #crazy #wigginout or #relapsing on #unhealthy #PEOPLE that's #rbs #womenbelike #steppedON #KEEPGROWING #grow #new #bitchesbelike #5150 #rns #rbs #niggasbelike


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by @beecounsellingandwellbeing

🌸 Do it for you 🌸
🌸 Work hard for you 🌸
🌸 Recover for you 🌸
🌸 Look after your body for you 🌸
🌸 Take care of yourself for you 🌸

I'm going to be a little quieter today as I'm on a huge cleaning spree (thanks to Mrs Hinch!) But my DMs are still open 💬 💕

#MentalHealth #mentalhealthmatters #positivequotes #postiveimage #motivationalquotes #lifequotes #needhelp #icare #depressed #depression #anxiety #anorexia #bulimia #ocd #addiction #bipolar #selfharm #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #recovering #recovery #relapsing #relapse #cutting #ugly #hurting #counselling #psychology


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by @suicidal.bambi_

It didn't matter how many times I told you that, you kept hurting me until your “sorry” sounded like “I need you to be my punching bag”.
And at that moment, I couldn't but walk away, escaping from the drug you were to me.



#ihatemylife #ihatemyself #ihavenofriends #friendless #selfhate #selfharmrecovery #boysselfharmtoo #deppresedgirl #depressionquotes #relapsing


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by @beecounsellingandwellbeing

Evening everyone 💕

I'm settle down for an early night tonight so I thought I'd do my final post of the day a little earlier than normal. 💕 After my partner and I have had our tea we tend to have a chat about our day and discuss how we've felt etc.
I enjoy using this time to reflect on my day and notice any changes in my mood. 💕Some days things are great and I'm content with the day I've had. Other times I feel stressed and overworked but that's ok. By reflecting I've noticed the negative aspects from my day and it allows me to work on them so I don't end up feeling that way the day after.

So, to the point of this post... 💕 Just because you're recovering or trying to improve your general well-being you don't have to have 365 perfect days!!!!!! 💕There's NO TIME LIMIT.

Had a bad day? Accept it. It's happened. You can't change it but you can change how you move forward. ✨KEEP GOING LOVELIES 🌈

#MentalHealth #mentalhealtheawareness #mentalhealthmatters #anxiety #bulimia #anorexia #ocd #addiction #depressed #depression #bipolar #chronicillness #cutting #selfworth #suicideprevention #suicide #suicidal #recoveryquotes #recovering #recovery #relapsing #givingup #motivationalquotes #psychology #counselling #anorexiarecovery #bulimiarecovery #loveislouder


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by @keeptalkingmentalhealth

I did something bad today. I weighed myself for the first time in almost two years... I was terrified the number was going to read an all too familiar one but when I stepped on the scale - I was happy about the number. Which can be a good and bad thing. I’ve been restricting food for days now. I eat little something here and there but I really love the control I feel from it. When I saw that number on the scale, I was happy because it was the lowest I’ve seen myself weigh in a long time. It only encouraged me to continue restricting.😞 I know this is wrong.. #eatingdisorderrecovery #bulimiarecovery #anxiety #depression #selfharmrecovery #relapsing #imscared #whatdidijustdo


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by @justaboutjana

So hallo, ich melde mich auch mal wieder🙌🏼
Heute hat meine 2 Arbeitswoche im Krankenhaus begonnen, doch es kommt mir schon so ewig vor🙈 Es ist sehr anstrengend, aber macht mir unglaublich viel Spaß und ich merke, wie mich die Arbeit, der Umgang mit den Menschen, erfüllt.Mit dem alleine Wohnen klappt es auch überraschend gut. Abends hab ich zwar oft Tiefs, aber damit komm ich einigermaßen gut klar. Trotzdem werde ich mich bald auf Therapeutensuche begeben, einfach zur Absicherung. Dass ich jemand habe, wenn es wieder schlechter wird, denn meine Stimmung schwankt oft noch sehr stark.
Wie geht es denn euch so?❤️
Bis bald🙋🏼‍♀️✨
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#recovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #relapsing #nurselife #fightingforabetterlife #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #anorexia #depression #svv #borderline #enjoylife #edwarrior #eatforhealth #healthynotskinny #bodypositivity #endthestigma #veggie #foodlove #lgbtq #lgbt

Baden-Württemberg, Germany
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by @dietpillsandsoda

Got told today that I’m able to use NDIS funding to join a gym to help improve my overall health.
Not gonna lie, I’m pretty keen to work off all this weight from my meds.
Half of me wants to lose weight healthily through healthy diet changes and exercise, and the other half wants to abuse the shit out of this and take it to extremes 😒
In other news, I’ve been getting reoccurring headaches that keep waking me up at night. So guess who needs to get an MRI tomorrow?
#ed #eatingdisorder #exercise #bodycheck #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #mia #bulimia #gad #mdd #struggling #relapsing


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by @suicidal.bambi_

The answer never came because they left me all alone, surrounded by darkness•🌻



#deppression #ihatemylife #ihatemyself #selfhate #relapsing #selfharm #suicidal #sadquotes #depressionquotes #alonequotes #lonleygirl #boysselfharmtoo #staystrong


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by @suicidal.bambi_

My demons are back, at least I'm not alone anymore.



#quotes #depressionquotes #sadgirl #boysselfharmtoo #relapsing #ihatemylife #ihatemyself #selfhate


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by @dietpillsandsoda

Called myself dumb today in my practical (genuinely meant it. I said that even though I look smart, I’m really not). My classmates immediately responded that I’m not.
Then my lecturer told me that before I dropped out last semester I was doing really well, and that I’m doing extremely well this semester.
I focus so much on hating myself that I forget it’s okay to actually like myself and say that I’m good at something.
So many young boys and girls idolise having issues with mental health.
This is not something you want. Spending every day telling yourself not to hate yourself is hard.
Having the exact same argument with your mental illness every day is exhausting.
You don’t want thus.
You really don’t.
#mentalillness #relapse #relapsing #glitter #makeup #recovery #realrecovery #bpd #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bulimia #mia #ed #gad #mdd #cptsd


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by @suicidal.bambi_

Because when I'm in school I'm in such a horrible panic attack that literally never ends.
I wish they would see me when I'm carefree, when I'm me when I'm just a girl with a wide smile on my face.
Because I can be happy, I can dance and sing and joke around, just not in school.

And I wish, someday, we will be free to jump and laugh and show them we're just like them, but better than them.



#ihatemylife #relapsing #selfharmrecovery #boysselfharmtoo #sadgirl #selfhate #loveyourself #behappy #beyourself #deppresedgirl #staystrong


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by @wh4t.the.fuck

“I’m gonna hold my head up high before I’m dead in the dirt.” #beartooth #relapsing #disgusting #macabre #myedit # notmyphoto #skeleton #tattooideas #coffin #dark #songlyrics


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by @hayley.holistic

Relapsing is not failure and it's normal, it does happen! It's all about having the right mindset and making that U-turn back in the right direction! 🔁
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Over the weekend I over indulged while away at my cousins hen do but now I am back on track! 💯🎯#hayleyholistic #relapsing #notfailure #relapsingisokay #uturn #rightdirection #backontrack #mindsetiseverything #healthiswealth #nutritioncoach #nutritionisthekey #focusonyourself

Haywards Heath
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by @girlwiththesunflowertattooo

Suppose I'll introduce myself. I'm a 20 year old female who is going to stay anonymous, you can call me A. I have been diagnosed with BPD, EDNOS, anxiety and depression. I'm currently in a serious relapse and need a place to vent. Follow me if you wanna listen to me complain about my daily life 💁🏼


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by @justaboutjana

Heute war Tag 2 meines FSJs. Zwar sind diese Woche noch Seminartage, aber ich hab trotzdem schon sehr viele Eindrücke gewinnen können☺️
Zu aller Erst muss ich mal erwähnen, wie wahnsinnig überrascht ich von meinem neuen Selbstbewusstsein und Offenheit bin! Auf einmal trau ich mich Leute anzusprechen und neue Kontakte zu knüpfen🤭 Hab auch schon ein paar sehr nette Menschleins kennengelernt😊 Bin also sehr positiv überrascht von meiner Seminargruppe. Da ist übrigens auch ein Mädchen die sehr stark vernarbte Arme hat (von SVV). Sie hatte ihre Ärmel heute hochgekrempelt und ich hab ihren inneren Kampf und ihre Unsicherheit damit gesehen, aber ich fand es trotzdem sehr stark von ihr, ihre Arme so offen zu zeigen.
Psychisch geht es mir ganz gut, es gibt öfter mal kleine Tiefs, aber es ist noch erträglich🤷🏼‍♀️ Körperlich gehts mir schon eher schlecht (siehe letzter Post), aber nächste Woche geh ich zum Arzt.
Und naja, ich hoffe euch gehts gut, wenn nicht könnt ihr mir jeder Zeit schreiben❤️❤️
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#recovery #recoverfromanorexia #svv #depression #borderline #anorexia #recoveryispossible #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #outpatientrecovery #lgbtq #bodypositivity #embraceyourself #loveyourself #veggie #veggiefood #fuckanorexia #healthynotskinny #eatforhealth #edwarrior #recoveryisworthit #fightingforabetterlife #relapsing #liveyourlife

Baden-Württemberg, Germany
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by @caitfights

It rained today and it’s been a metaphor for the day; all that’s been brewing and building and floating around coming down down down till now, at 9pm, where I am drenched in my own agonies.
It’s mostly mental.
Back on the m-eslon and pain is tolerable....
Eating as I should so no 🤮...
And my bloods showed I’m anaemic so we have a good argument to why I’m so exhausted.
But mentally?
Family life is tough and the torture of our circumstances and abandonment by so many extended family both suffocate any time to rest. We’re all exhausted and running out of reserves to keep fighting but the problems just won’t go away. Funny that. Sounds like my health.
And my food and body have been niggling at me for months, more and more each week that passes.
Today, like the rain, it’s all come down. Drenching me in fear and despair.
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I am so much bigger than I was. 20kg bigger. I feel like I’m drowning in a body that is not my own. I look in the mirror and I don’t know how to swallow that it’s really me that I see.
I hate that I can be so sick and so tired and look so healthy and I hate that this relentless battle with food and weight has me still at my set point more or less.
I am beyond tempted to let things start slipping. It would be so so very simple. It would take a weight of my mind, no pun intended.... —————
I am utterly overwhelmed and I feel like each day is another kick in the gut (again, no pun intended) and I fight and I fight and I battle and I draw on courage and strength.... but the bucket is no bottomless! And I am fighting this more and more on my own as I watch my wider family destroy my main supporter and I have to either stand by and watch and attempt to help! I cannot recharge. I cannot regain strength and courage while everything is so painful and crushing!
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I’m scared of myself and my situation and I’m scared I may well have finally reached breaking point. I don’t know how to keep going but there have been many times in the last year o have felt that; what’s different now is that I don’t know if I WANT to keep going.
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I’m sorry for this.
I may well get over/through it possibly as soon as tomorrow but I need to say it.


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by @dreamfully.toxic_

I'm so tired.
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{Ignore #Ana #Deb #Bed #Cat #ritzen #cutting #cut #svv #sv #relapsing #hatemyself #die #dieinside}


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by @matthew_hugs

Dropping only the hottest content this semester 🚀🚀. #doinggreat #relapsing

The College at Brockport State University of New York
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by @sunflower_child00

27.08.18
🍴 Lunch - veggies and an apple
🌙 Dinner - steamed potatoes with veggies
Sooo after a HORRENDOUS weekend of relapsing, who's ready to get back on track??? 'cause I sure as hell am
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I binged just earlier today lmao this is not going as I'd hoped
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#eatingdisorders #anorexia #bulimia #binge #bingeeating #bingepurge #foodlog #vegan #salad #relapsing #weightloss


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