TAROT PEP TALK WITH #riderwaite:
Can you trust that all is sorted, that all is taken care of? You know what? Spirit actually doesn't care if you trust it or not. It's just how it is. The question is, when do you realize it? When do you integrate your own spirit to such a degree that your true nature (spirit), really becomes your experience. It can take years. It can take lifetimes. It can take incarnation cycle upon incarnation cycle. But it IS sorted out already.
Dare to look inside of your own heart. Dare to feel everything. Dare to love yourself first before anything else. It is not selfish. There's no separation. It is the foundation for you being a positive, life sustaining influence on your surroundings, instead of a source of lack and manipulation. Not that there's anything wrong with that, but I know of experiences that are more fun and uplifting. Less frustrating, and way more substantial. We all need each other to be our true selves.
Look inside. Life works in your favour always. The sadness, the hurt, the pain are big signposts saying, that you are telling yourself a story that's out of alignment with your soul. Have compassion with the story. Find its source. But also: move on. Tell another story. Face the fear, the hurt, the sadness. Really feel it. Look it in the eye. Accept it. Own it. And know beyond doubt, that's not you. Your are not your emotions. Your are not your thoughts. You are not your body. You are a remarkable piece of divine soul consciousness, that has forgotten itself, that has lost itself in material life to experiencing the ecstasy of birthing spirit into matter.
This is a grand, beautiful mystery! I'm so excited for all of us.