I think it was her eyes that drove people away the most. They’re excessively focused and just a tad bit harsh. But she is truly kind, even though she tries to hide it. Still, after all these years, I’m not sure why she does that. Hides herself from others. Maybe she knows her ability to return their affections would only ever be restricted. Why invite people in when you will only disappoint them with what you’re willing to give?