Missing my handsome #horse Ben 💔. Everyday I wake up and think it was just a bad dream. I love you “cookie man” (one of his many nicknames) and I know you’re in horse heaven chasing all the mares around. 💙 Grazing in the tall grassy fields - just like we use to. You took me to a “top 10” #finish in our first #endurance race and my son At the age of 12, to 3rd place overall. It’s not easy getting over you. I never will. I #hope I gave you your best life, you gave me and my #son a beautiful life and special gift and that’s all the precious times we shared together. Just wish I could have given you one more kiss and hug.