Posting what I need to hear right now.
I’m feeling sad. Hurt. Confused.
And I know someone else needs to hear this message as much as I do.
And I’m just allowing myself to feel the feelings. To have the big, sloppy messy cry where I’m wiping my nose on my sleeve. To burst into tears again when certain songs come on the radio.
It’s ok to feel the feelings. In fact, it’s necessary.
So I’m just embracing this, even though it hurts like hell.
I’m also thanking God/angels/universe for this experience. For whatever lesson I am meant to learn. I know something amazing will come out of this. It always does. And I’m still so thankful that I had this person in my life even if it was just for a short time.
I’ll journal about this, I’ll take some long walks with tears in my eyes.
And then I’ll pick up the pieces. In fact, I already am. And get back up. This lil bitch will boss up...I’m here to make the world a better place and that’s not going to happen if I don’t get my shit together.
Everything happens for a reason. I posted the other night “Life isn’t happening to you. It’s happening for you” as a reminder to myself that this is all part of the journey I’m on.
Some days I’m sipping mimosas at the Louis Vuitton store. Today I’m wiping my nose on the sleeve of my hoody. That’s life.
If you’ve read this far, thanks for listening. I’m going to go get a tissue now. And get on with my day. This little bitch has to get to work.
Thanks to @topshelfbitch for posting this quote...it’s one of my faves.