Sitting at the table, eyeing my glass, I think to myself was it worth the pain it caused me. Making the "right" choice isn't always what's best for you, often it's quite the opposite. I don't regret it, but every no and then the thought scrapes it's way back into my head.
We cannot always be perfect. Plans rarely unfold as expected. Life is not a clear picture. I've been saying this in the last several posts. It might be that I still haven't forgiven myself for the way I treated, well, myself.
Now, in a place of growth and fulfillment, I'm still watching onto these past mistakes and continue to let them haunt me. It is hard to admit the truth to yourself. You are not perfect, but you keep going.
You are not always kind, but your actions come from a place of kindness.
You are not always patient, but it's from years of your patience being manipulated and mangled.
You are not always smart, but acting stupid every now and then is a good reminder of the consequences of stupidity.
Not terribly inspirational I know. It has been a difficult week. Even though I strive to be the best, I will always hit these dips. They are inevitable. Just keep moving and you'll come out the other side.
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