Raised in a generation of "dont tell, dont say, just hide it." NOT HAPPENING!!! Ain't no talk. Ain't no bra. Ain't no spanx. Ain't no BS. Ain't no filters. Ain't no competition. Ain't no man motivation. Ain't no help. Ain't nothing but me and my fight against lifes blows & menopause.
I'm busting my effin arse 7 days a week through pain, sweat and non stop tears to turn 52 this coming Wednesday the 27th HEALTHY! Avoiding serious medical and mental intervention, recovering from serious 2017 PTSD, suffering/recovering through serious menopausal depression, suffering/recovering from serious arthritic 10th degree gout pain (no its not from booze or red meat),readjusting to a new life, skidding through my own finish line to my own race. I continue to kick my own ass in my own mental and physical gym. This time I owe it to my swimming pool, my solitude and my own inner strength of god only knows where I got it from this time.
To anyone out there that's on round 10: "I'm right there in the ring with you." Life is not red carpet, extra & insider. It's about you, your true loved ones, and your creator. Dig deep. Reach in, pull yourself out again and again even though its your 1000th time.YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Life is for the living. Living it in pain either physical, mental or spiritual will drown you alive. Dig deep. It's in you to help yourself before you can help anyone else. Peter Frampton: "I'm in you"☆
PS: Alexandra, my love, mommy loves you♡
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