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I feel so bad.... everything is wrong in my life. I don't understand myself and I feel alone.. I am going to stop eating from now on..... #life
#kpoplife
#food
#eating
#diet
#adayinmylife
#day
#anorexia
#stopeating
#nofood
#body
#hate
#ihatemylife
#no
#food
#depresion
#skinny
#starve
#starvingmyself


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Who up 3:34Am #starvingmyself


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I feel like I’m being punished for being raped. I feel like it’s my fault. and now I can’t see my brothers and I miss them so much. 😭💔


#depressed #depression #depressionquotes #depressededits #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #suicide #kms #iwannadie #iwannakillmyself #iwannakms #scars #cuts #cutsandbruises #starving #starvingmyself #selfharm #selfharmscars #selfhate #selfhatred #recovory #hatemyself #done #donewithyou #donetrying


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June 17, 2018///// 10:27. damn i’m hungry i want to eat but i’m not going too


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You guys if your looking for a good free workout app this one is probably the one it’s free and you can track your weight and how much calories you’ve lost and it shows you how to do the workouts and you can pause if you need a break it has multiple work outs ( butt,abs,core etc.) this is not sponsored at all I just really like this app I’ve already done work out and I’m sore as heck lol ( that’s a good thing it’s working)•



#thinspiraton #starvingmyself #anorexicgirl #lowcarbrecipes #workout #workoutmotivation #workouts #sore #7minworkout #absworkout #legworkout #buttworkout #anorexic


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June 16 2018/// 7:46pm. guess who wants to kill thereselves???? me!!!!


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June 16 2018// 6:09 pm. i fucking hate my dad i just wanna punch him in the face


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#anabuddy #anabuddywanted #anorexia #skinny #like #follow #depressed #selfharm #fasting #starvingmyself #bulimia #kms #depression #cuts #pathetic


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Comment and I will dm you to start talking
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#anorexia #bulimia #starving #anabuddy #anabuddywanted #followme #selfharm #pathetic #kms #depressed #depression #cuts #starvingmyself #fasting #ana #mis #trans #ftm


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Please remember that your weight is only a number and please remember being fat isn't a bad thing fat isn't a bad word being bigger is just a body type it doesn't define who you are inside love yourself💜
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#eatingproblems #starving #starvingmyself #eatingdisorder #psychosis #bipolar #anxiety #depressed #depression #bingeeating #anorexia #selfhate #selfharmmm #triggerwarning #weighlosstips #fat #selflove #selfcare #comics #incredibles2 #suicidal #suicide #loveyourself #selflove #beautiful


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•Chicken and rice 230 cal
•Thai noddles with chicken 300cal=530 cal today.~ I’m really nervous I have a family gathering tomorrow and there’s ganna be a lot of food and I’ve already gained so much weight this week and I don’t wanna gain more I just spent a hour working out and I don’t wanna gain it all back tmrw :( idk what to do.•


#anorexicgirl #anorexiatips #chicken #rice #thainoodles #calories #caloriecounting #foodrecipes #food #starvingmyself #anathinspo #thinspiraton #thin #healthyfood #healthylifestyle #healthychoices


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I think I really need to see an actual doctor and get diagnosed. But I know I’m never gunna do that so for now I’ll just say I’m really unstable. - - #lonley #mentalillness #mentalhealth #depression #depressionquotes #cycling #fakefriends #injured #cuttingmyself #smilingdepression #anxiety #anxietyquotes #selfharn #suicide #stress #life #lifequotes #quotes #quotestoliveby #starving #starvingmyself #cold #overit #suicideattempt #broken


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Had such a bad day yesterday. I binged on so much food and I feel disgusting. Let’s hope today will be different.


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" St0p letting fo0d be the b0ss of y0u.. 😘😋😉
#pooltime
#starvingmyself
#cravingnesssatisfied
#wangsheart😍😘 #wang💕Time


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Nothing like a nasty 12 day field op to sweat off some of that unwanted fat and help the cut get underway again, and only 2 MREs a day helped #naturessauna #starvingmyself


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It’s gotten to the point where anytime I eat I end up feeling nauseous, both mentally and physically. I just wish I had more self control and stopped myself from eating in the first place ugh. I went to the gym and did so little before I felt like I was about to pass out or throw up :/


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lol this bitch currently got a lOT OF SHIT GOING ON ffs i literally cant take this right now and im gaining too so i feel like mega shit ive binged for like 4 days in a row and let me just say my weighing scales are not showing what i like to see but i promise to get back on track tomorrow like this shit makes me guilty and ugly and my self esteem fucking drops so low and it affects the way i act around people and my confidence so im just gonna try to forget all this shit and manage,,,so yeah back to being a grungy cunt tomorrow ,,also ill start trying to post more often idk ive been doing a bit better ever since i started this "diary"
#purginganorexia #purgingdisorder #proana #proanatips #anamia #anathinspo #anatips #rexie #ed #bullimia #anorexia #anorexix #depression #starvingmyself


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When your ED is so consuming that in a dream, someone offers you some popcorn and you reject it even though you love popcorn!!!


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Went to the gym today. I think I’m gonna make a cardio-intensive workout routine and when it’s done I’ll post it here :)


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My dm's are always open but I can't guarantee that I will be active
Pls call the suicide hotline if u really need help🙏
I care I'm sure someone cares and it will get better
#suicidalteen #selfharmrecovery #stillnotforattention #suicide #selfharm #suicidal #sad #starvingmyself #cuttingmyself #cuts #cutting #canthisbeover #depression #broken #bipolar #bulimia #anorexia #abuse #abusesurvivor #killme


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What's something you guys tell yourselves when you're close to binging? Leave it down below and maybe it'll help someone else maintain their fast. 💞

#Pretty #Body #Positivity #Skinny #Thin #Ana #Bulimia #Anorexia #Starve #Starving #Beautiful #Craving #Fasting #FastingForWeightLoss #StarvingMyself #Mia #Tumblr #Diet #SummerBod #SummerBody #Love #AnaBuddy #AnaBuddyWanted #Thinspo


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Bit of an old picture but then again I’ve not changed much
1/2 blueberry muffin - 50
Salt and vinegar crisps - 217
Spaghetti - 64
Bolognaise - 356
Burnt off - 297
Altogether - 400

#anathinspo #thinsp #anathinspiration #thinspiration #thinspired #gettingthere💪🏻 #gettingthere #gettingthereslowly #bodygoals2018 #bikinigoals #slim #bodygoals #bikinibody #bikinibod #loosingweight #underweight #starving #goalweight #starvingmyself #weightloss #skinny #anorexia #dietpills #ultimategoalweight #diet #fasting #proanorexic #size0 #nofood


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Trying not to eat anything today to keep up the fast but i’m pretty sure my dad is making dinner and will want me to eat with him. Any suggestions?


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Why can’t I go deeper? 😷


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This is me in the woods looking to find a food to eat. #Hatchet #Hatchetstory #starvingmyself #dontknowwhattodo


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I was lost into a woods and starving really hard and don't know where to get it. #Hatchet #Hatchetstory #Lostboy #starvingmyself #Brianrobeson


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I haven’t eaten all day and I’m not even hungry. I love this feeling.


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I tried to go for a run but I got tired and started walking 🐷 What is your favorite exercise?


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If you have ever practiced mindfulness or maybe even not you’ve heard people say to live in the moment. If that works for you then please continue to do so. It’s a great strategy but for me I do something different. The now/present isn’t my happy place always. When I’m at school I am not happy, I don’t feel comfortable and sometimes I want to break down. To help me get though the day I wear these two bracelets. The one on the top/green is my past. When I look at it, it reminds me that I am who I am because of my past. My dad is always with me, it’s the color of the forest which is something I hold dear to my heart. I always explored when I was younger. The one of the bottom/blue is my future. It reminds me that I won’t be at school forever. I want to live near the beach after high school so the turquoise/blue beads help me push though whatever is going on in my life so I can get to a better future. For anyone struggling I recommend getting bracelets or any thing that reminds you what your fighting for. It helps so much! 💗
-K
#ineedhelp #help #suicidal #ihatemyself #ihatelife #iwanttodie #depressed #depression #helpme #worthless #suicide #cutting #killmyself #broken #imbroken #nobodycares #lifesucks #sadness #sad #anxiety #hurting #hurt #anorexia #starvingmyself #kms #imthat1of6 #selfharm #cuttingmyself (hashtags don’t apply to us)


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Finishing the partial starvation never felt better. I’m finally satisfying my craving for coffee. 4-5day partial fasting include drinking water and mild herbal tea only, and eating <400kcal of the plant based fatty food. I kept myself alive on avocadoes and ‘tomato soup’, which tasted grim 😭No sugar, no coffee, no carbs, no fun. This intermediate partial fasting is known to switch your body into ketosis and in the long run increase the quality and quantity of neutrofils. I started this in 2016 being diagnosed with mild neutropenia and not wanting to have a surgical treatment ( you are not alone!) It helped me, it helped other people who are writing non scientific posts all over the web. Long story short, it feels like hell at first, but by the end of it you feel euphoric, the brain restarts, and the energy levels bump up. And the food tastes amazing! I hate doing this to myself, but when you know the results - why not?! As V.Polozkova once said : ‘To have a lot, you need to have the strength to say no to many things’. I am not a dietitian and certainly not encouraging everyone to starve themselves. It can do you more harm if you don’t do it properly. Take care with following somebody’s advice ☺️ I used to be ashamed to talk about my weaknesses, but as I grow I realise that everyone fights a battle, and it is brave to talk about it.You are your own hero. So much for motivation from a person enjoying her food again ... a loooot 🤗 #neutropeniasucks #starvingtime #starvingmyself #foodie #breakfast #breaky #breakfastideas #bananas


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