Honesty coming at ya.. I’m having a rough fucking day so far. Someone who I thought of as a friend crossed a line that can’t be uncrossed today. It has triggered TF out of me. ~
I have 2 choices here. Dwell or to stop, recognize the hurt, acknowledge the pain, and release it🎈. I’m choosing the later. But I’m also choosing to cut this person from my life. This is isn’t the first time, but it’s the last of too many chances I’ve already given them 🌉 🔥 it gives me a shit ton of anxiety to do this but that’s another topic for another day. ~
It’s like that Al Capone quote “Don’t mistake my kindness for weakness. I am kind to everyone, but when someone is unkind to me, weak is not what you are going to remember about me.” ~
I’m sure this was intended in a more uhhh homicidal manner. But for me it speaks about boundaries and self worth. A boundary was crossed today and I know I am worthy of better. Period.
I heard a neuroscientist speak about emotions once. She stated that the chemical reaction from emotions last for only 90seconds in our brain. After the 90seconds, it’s a choice to let it live longer. Interesting. Well it’s 90 seconds are up, so byeeeee ✌🏽
Now to work out because it ALWAYS makes me feel better!!