It's been quite a while since my last post. For the past few months I've been dealing with some life changing and eye opening events as I deal with ongoing personal issues. I've spent the past 10 weeks suffering from a debilitating pregnancy related illness that has left me with the inability to do anything other than sleep or cry. While it may be a long road until I start to recover, it has allowed me to see what truly matters in life and has shown me that there are some people who cannot see beyond themselves no matter how hard you reach out for support or the number of chances you give them to change. For the sake of your own personal sanity, you have to let them go. There will also be people in your life who will surprise you and show you sincere friendship, more than you ever thought you deserved.
While my chances for international travel has decreased for the foreseeable future, I know that once baby arrives in September my life will be filled with more adventures and magical moments than I could have ever hoped for. At the moment, my main focus is on self care, removing the sources of negative energy from my life and focusing on being the best mother I can be.