This room and this time in my life holds much significance. Nearly everyday at lunch I would come to my room to listen to a podcast and write and reflect. It was a time in my life where the deepest healing was initiated, the catalyst to a process of forgiveness. It was the first time in my entire life I felt like I had genuine space for myself, genuine authenticity, genuine joy. It was the first time I realized that I was worth and deserved so much more than what I had felt in my life up until that point. It was a sacred time, an ordained time. I felt peace, I felt safety, I felt prophesy, I felt hope.