Nyawa Mama ❤️
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I must’ve done something right in my life to be blessed with 3 annoying lovable irritating heartwarming insanely talkative healthy boys. Alhamdulillah- I couldn’t ask for anything more 🙏🏼
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Just the boys - at the playground - on one fine hot afternoon - pure bliss - this is my life ❤️
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#AlfieAli #AzeefAli #AaronAli #myboys #mysons #mykiddos #myboyfriendsforlife #playground #ihave3boys #momofboys #momofboysrock #teammohawk #omnipotence #rebelliousselflove #thisisme #thisislove #iwillneverleavethem #theywillneverleaveme #mynyawa ❤️
One, two and three! All here - .
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#AlfieAli #AzeefAli #AaronAli #MySons #MyBoys #MyBoyfriendsForLife #MomOfBoys #MomOfBoysRock #IWillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #MyNyawa #BedTimePartners #TeamMohawk #MyReasonToLive ❤️
These boys gave me so much colours in my life. What I know about ❤️, I learnt it all from them. Thank u for the life lessons you boys are teaching me. I am truly blessed. 😍
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#AlfieAli #AzeefAli #AaronAli #MyNyawa ❤️ #myboys #my3sons #myreasonforliving #myboyfriends #myboyfriendsforlife #thisisme #thisislove #MomOfBoysRocks #IWillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #teammohawk #InsyaAllah ❤️❤️❤️
Hour 3 and counting.
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It’s a sad day for most parents with Autistic child today. With that news that’s going viral - the 22 year old ASD young man and his case of touching a woman’s bosom somewhere in Petaling Jaya. And that few seconds of vid clip with that faint sound of calling for Mama, Mama 💔- simply heartbreaking. Well as for me, it feels like a kick in the guts.
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There are so many challenges that we go thru in raising our ASD kiddos, some chose to show the whole lot of it’s difficulties, some chose to show the good parts only. Not because we don’t want to, but because our society is not fully aware yet of what Autism is all about. I mean who can blame them if what’s hot in the news lately are things like who’s husband is being snatched away by which upcoming artist and some stupidly famous transgender person singing some stupid song trying to show off their fake breasts and sponge covered penis acting like its a vagina! That is the kind of shitty news nowadays believe it or not 😡
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Well, To all parents with ASD kids, i am sending love, hugs and kisses for each and everyone of u. May Allah gives us more strength to raise our children as best as we can. May Allah grants us the courage to stand up and fight for our children’s rights. May Allah eases all our journey in raising our Anak Anak Syurga. May Allah makes their journey in life as smooth as possible. Amin amin Ya Rabbal Alamin 😞
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This is my second son, Azeef. He was diagnosed with ASD when he was 4. The journey for the past 5 years, MasyaAllah - it hasn’t been a walk in the park for us. But the key point is this / we don’t give up. We will never give up. God works in mysterious ways, and this is a blessing from God for his chosen ones. Alhamdulillah for all the challenges that comes our way. InsyaAllah we will try our best because this is what love is all about. My nyawa ❤️
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#AzeefAli #MySon #ASD #autismspectrumdisorder #MildAutism #Autistic #werockthespectrum #PartiallyVerbal ##AutismtasticAzeef #MyNyawa #trains #obsessedwithtrains #thomasandfriends #thomasthetankengine #WhateverMakesYouHappy #mybaby #babyboo #IWillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #ipromise ❤️
Obsessed with trains, since the day they were born I think. You guys have No Idea the amount of trains we have at home 😅 - tracks upon tracks, engines upon engines.. and they know each ones of their names before they could even say Mama 😂
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May all 3 of u grow up to be kind and good people. Am not asking for much. Just always remember no matter what you boys will be in the future, never for one second stop from being kind. Amin.
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#AlfieAli #AzeefAli #AaronAli #MyNyawa #MyBoys #My3Boys #kiddos #MySons #myboyfriendsforlife #trains #traintracks #ThomasAndFriends #ThomasTheTankEngine #IWillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #thisislove #myreasonforliving #myreasonforbreathing #MyBabyBoys ❤️
For those who have seen the movie: i’m a little stitch! I was in a very bad place, but my parents adopted me & they tell me everyday; Ohana❤︎ #littlestitch #adopteddog #abuseddog #butnotanymore #ohana #ohanameansfamily #momismylilo #shelovesme #theywillneverleaveme
2/3 in school last few days. That little bee 🐝 claims that he’s a BigBoy now but still insists Mom to send to class and hugs and kisses before letting go! Well, Mom in denial too actually- he’s still my Baby Boo 😍
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Don’t grow up too fast boys - 😓
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#AlfieAli #AaronAli #MyBoys #myboyfriends #MyNyawa #School #BabyBoo #MySons #thisislove #IWillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #IPromise ❤️
#AutismAwareness @autismcafeproject .
That’s Azeef. He’s my second son. I have 3 boys. Diagnosed with mild Autism when he was 3 and a half. He speaks, mainly English, very limited words, with a slight slur but he speaks ☺️ - as and when he wants to. But despite the occasional meltdowns, he laughs a lot - out of the blue - without warning or anything funny in front of him. It does sound a little scary to some people - but for me? I take it as his mind is reminiscing on some funny parts of past movies that he watched or some cartoons that tickles his fancy. Hence the sudden outburst of laughters 😂
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That’s Azeef, and his little brother Aaron ransacking and modelling my Autism Cafe Project t-shirt - well, we share t-shirts at times, the boys are getting much bigger than I am lately 🙄
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That’s Azeef, in his happy mode. And when he is happy, I am happy. Nothing beats that ❤️
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#AzeefAli #AaronAli #AlfieAli #ASD #AutismSpectrumDisorder #MildAutism #PartiallyVerbal #myNyawa❤️ #WeRockTheSpectrum #autismtasticAzeef #ACP #AutismCafeProject #ThisIsLove #ThisIsMe #IwillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #IPromise ❤️
Do I have to explain to you over and over again what my priorities are? Do you actually think I have time to think about anything else except these 3 handsome boys? Now do you know where you stand in my life? 🙄
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#AlfieAli #AzeefAli #AaronAli #MyBoys #MyBoyfriendsForLife #MyNyawa #MomOfBoysRocks #MylilRockstars #Mohawk #MyMohawk #TeamMohawk #myviewisbetterthanyours #rebellious #rebelliousselflove #Recalcitrant #Omnipotence #ThisIsMe #ThisIsLove #IWillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #UnfollowIfYouDontLikeIt 😜🖕🏼
That late nite supper with my boyfriends for life - 3 A’s 😍
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What we do after Sunday Lunch? Melungak tv! 😂
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My #Nyawa and me ❤️
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3 boys and a big bee 🐝 with yellow striped butt (as what the boys called it)
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Weekend with the kiddos!
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Probably what my whole life is about, and will be about 😍, my boys and my nieces ❤️
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My Nyawa ! ❤️❤️❤️
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#AlfieAli #AzeefAli #AaronAli #MyBoys #Kiddos #MySons #MyNyawa #MomOfBoysRocks #mohawk #mymohawk #teammohawk #undercut #undercutgirls #sideshave #rebellious #rebelliousselflove #recalcitrant #omnipotence #iamking #instagirls #instagramers #iwillneverleavethem #theywillneverleaveme #ThisIsLove ❤️
24.06.2018
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Azeef turned 9 ❤️
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Can’t believe it was 9 years ago that my number 2 was born. Pregnancy with him? Amazingly smooth - no morning sickness, no crazy cravings, active till the very last day. Via c-sect of course - and raising him was perfectly normal - till the day he was diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder. .
As every parents nightmare, I learned that acceptance is my biggest strength. I learn to accept him the way he is and we are both still learning to cope up with being on the spectrum.
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Regardless, Birthday today was spend with Nenek girl for lunch and toys obviously for the birthday boy then dinner was with Nenek boy at home 😍
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I hope one day if you ever found this post baby, please know that I wanna sincerely thank you for the best 9 years you have given Mama. You are my strength kiddo, and for you, I will cross mountains and seas if I have to.
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Happy Birthday Baby Boo 😘
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#Azeefali #myboy #MySecondSon #ASD #AutismSpectrumDisorder #Autistic #AutismtasticAzeef #PartiallyVerbal #WeRockTheSpectrum #BirthdayBoy #AzeefTurned9 #MyNyawa #iwillneverleavethem #theywillneverleaveme #ThisIsLove ❤️
June 12, 2018
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You boys can always count on me. I will always have your back, if I can’t walk beside you, I will stay in the shadows to guide you. If I can’t be close to you, I will be there in your heart, though miles apart. You know I’ve got your back - for always.
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#AlfieAli #AzeefAli #AaronAli #Kirby #KirbyDreamland #KirbyPlushToy #MyBoys #MySons #MyNyawa #MyBoyfriendsForLife #IWillNeverLeaveThem #TheyWillNeverLeaveMe #ThisIsMe #ThisIsLove
The simple things in life that means a whole damn lot for a mom raising an autistic child like me. A no tantrum day!! A happy day!! A day on the slides!! Without any kind of crying, wailing, hitting, ground stampeding bursting heads off kinda anger day!! Alhamdulillah ❤️
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Cinta ❤️
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5th June, 2018
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A date to remember - 🖤
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A date to never be forgotten - 🖤
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A date with my boyfriend for life - 🖤
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Baby. Away for 10 days. Help me God 😖 - have lots of fun lil one, be safe and be good. I’ll see you and Alfie really soon. Call me everytime you miss me okay kiddo? 😘
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He is 10. Super cry baby yet he is my eldest. Leaving me tonite with the youngest, with his dad to Cambodia 🇰🇭- so for the next 10 days, my number 1 and number 3 boyfriend will be away on holidays. See you soon boys, be good stay safe and remember to video call Mama at least 5 times a day okay? To the moon and back, for always and always. I promise❤️
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I never knew what love really meant until I met these 3 boys. Well, I met them in my tummy of course. Nope, didn’t pick them up from the roadside 😂 My babies. My boos for life. I promise ❤️
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Why be normal if you’re born to stand out? Azeef and his crazy antics! .
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This is his specialty. Although the fact that Azeef is on the Autism Spectrum makes him one of a kind, the one thing that I treasure the most about my kiddo is in the way he holds and hugs you. It’s the simple way he holds your hand when he’s watching tv or how he lets me lie down on his lap while he strokes my hair ever so gently that makes him perfect in his imperfections. My baby boo. The one that makes everyday life a challenge I look forward to, every time he wakes up in the morning. I will be here for you Baby. I promise ❤️
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My soldiers. My bodyguards. My boyfriends. My boys. My nyawa ❤️
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Rockstar Moms raise Rockstar sons, of course 😝🤟🏼
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Lunch with my #Syurga ❤️ and my boyfriends 😍
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Your skin ~ oh yeah your skin and bones ~ turn into something beautiful ~ you know, for you I bleed myself dry ~ for you I bleed myself dry 🖤
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