The holidays are a bittersweet time for us...almost 5 months ago we said “see you soon” to our sweet Vivi. It doesn’t get any easier, but we keep moving forward. Today I’m thankful for having twin girls, for bringing two beautiful babies into this world. Im thankful for spending 10 months with Vivian and making sure she always knew she was loved fiercely. I’m thankful for Emma and the light and joy that she is in the middle of some dark times. I’m thankful for my husband who is a ROCK and who is always there. That when I am doubting God and my heart is hurting more than I can take, he encourages me and lifts me up. I’m thankful for our friends and family who rallied around us and prayed over us and loved on us without fail. I’m thankful for a God who is faithful and who is good and just. His plan is perfect and while today may be bittersweet, I’m going to lean into the sweet and forget the bitter. Because there is so much to be thankful for. I don’t want to forget that.