Happy Solstice my loves.
Tonight was the first time I felt like I was back in my groove. I decided to prepare some cacao from Peru, to make a ceremony with my new Mesa and to drum the sunset away on my new drum. Integration back into reality has been really challenging. I felt so protected in the jungle. We expand our minds and our hearts to such an extreme that when we come back to reality everything feels hyper sensitive and out of place. We create this energetic field in our bodies that realigns us and our purpose and when we come home we see everything that doesn’t serve us, or we create conflict in relationships that we’re struggling. It brings out the truth. It’s like cleaning out your basement and having all the dust fly up in the air. And this time you’re not letting it settle. When in the jungle, we do the work in such a safe and judgement free environment, so we share our open hearts and minds. However sharing it with others back home hasn’t been very positive. People either think I’m crazy, I’m an alien, or they are simply judging me. And the work isn’t for everybody. It will only open you if you allow it. It will only let you forgive and heal if you really want it. But if everyone opened their eyes to a portion of what the plants show you, people would be less angry, less sad, less blind by their vices, less ignorant to other perspectives and more understanding and aware of their surroundings.
My biggest lesson is finding compassion for myself and not letting things or people tarnish my confidence, my intuition, my being. Trusting that something doesn’t feel right and doing something about it has been an important part of the integration. So today, I set my intentions for this new cycle. What I need to let go and what I need to find back. The power of the Apus, the plants, the medicine, Pachamama and the woman in my life who are out there making there own Solstice ceremony, came together and created a powerful force that has leaped me into this new cycle. Breathe, let go, and know, the Universe has got your back.
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