Y’all, so my schedule changed for 2nd periodt(!) and now I have this thing called student aid where I’m supposed to help teachers/others out with stuff they need to do if they’re busy. Clearly I barely got to do anything yesterday cause I was barely assigned anything, but I didn’t wanna be there cause there’s this one administrator(I think?) who I’ve had a bad encounter with like 2 years ago (which I was being manipulative to him to not get me in trouble JSJSJS), so I’m just like I can’t do this-like NOT with his fatass. Anyways, as soon as I arrived, I introduced myself to the lady who works in his office, and she tells me what I need to do in that period and I’m like “alright” (the first thing she made me do was count money 🗿). So as soon as I turned to sit down, I saw my cr*sh walking down the hallway (and that hallway is the English hallways—-English 1 and 2). English 1 is in the hallway that I’m located in, and English 2 is like all the way to the right near the end of this hallway, just to give y’all an insight). I saw him (luckily he didn’t see me JSJSS) and he was walking and said hey to a friend of his. And now the worst part of it all, is that there’s a 100% chance he’s a fucking sophomore or probably a straight up dumbass (definitely a sophomore). So, foR A GIRL LIKE ME, A SENIOR, SHOULDN’T FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE 2 YEARS YOUNGER THAN ME CAUSE IT’S FUCKING WEIRD AND COULD BE USED AGAINST YOU SNSBS. I’m doomed 😭. And another extra bonus, he’s with my 5th period coach (he used to have another coach the last semester, but now they moved him to my teacher cause a lot of musty people have changed their schedules to 5th period and it’s WAY more packed than last semester. If they don’t fix this by NEXT week, I’m going off. In NO way the other p.e. periods are THIS full as 5th periods. Miss me with that shit 🗿.