So...I'm having this kind of anxiety right now. It feels so weird and new. Like wow, how can me out of all people get paro about this....like you ever feel like your own "friends" are just talking shit about you? Like the ones that do shit for you and you're around often and you really feel some sort of closeness. Like I've been having this paranoia cause 9/10 my instincts are right whether or not I follow them.and it's just been on my shoulder for weeks now. Like it's happening right under my nose and I can't confirm it. And the thing is I'm a factual person. I need proof to get to my conclusion. And I just feel like I'm going mad over this and it's cause I'm scared to be right this time. I already get lonely in a crowded room.