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Hi, welcome to my vent/shitty feelings account I guess idek. But uh my dms are open, looking for friends or if you need support I'm always here. I know nobody's really gonna pay attention to this oop but it's just a venting account don't really care if it blows up or not. Just need a place to get things off my chest etc...Yeah and my name's Vanessa :) #triggerwarningselfharm #selfharm #suicide #suicidal #suicidaledits #depressed #depressedgirl #sad #sadgirl #upset #fat #ugly #disgusting #worthless #depressededits #sadedits #selfharmers #fuckedup #bipolar #notdiagnosed #feelings #vent


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And what am I waiting for?
'Cause I don't wanna wait no more
And I'm the only soldier in this lonely world.


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Are you #sad all the #time ..
Is it #depression ..??
How do you know it's not just a #moodswings #moodswing
What are the #signs and #symptoms ??
#depressedmood
#lossofinterest #weightloss #weightgain #agitation #lackofenergy feeling #guilt #worthless #sleepcycle
#What are the #causes of this #disorder ?? Don't worry you can #fight It :)
Know it all in www.snwworld.com
#healthychoices #healthy #healthylifestyle #fitnessblogger #fitness #letsbehealthy #letsbefit #letsbehappy 😊💪


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Sorry I haven’t been active but yeah so I’ve been planning how to do it and tonight my parents are out so yeah but also I was supposed to be going out and drinking and get fucked up idk
Also RIP X I love him .
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I don't trust anything
Or anyone Below the sun
I can't feel anything
At all


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Boi you late


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And no one would understand.
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I gained a lot of weight yesterday but i have no idea why. It sucks so bad 'cuz i've been trying to lose a bit of weight but it just doesn't seem to happen. My body just seems to get bigger and fatter. I'm so uncomfortable in my own skin...
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#pain #pointless #overthinking #worthless #exhausted #tiredoffeelingthisway #useless #unwanted #uncomfortable #alone #aliveorjustbreathing #sinking #silentlycrying #getmeoutofhere #hopeless #fat #maybelifeisntforeveryone #nobodyknows #notgoodenough #crying #cry #idontdeservetolive #itsallmyfault #ijustwannahide #ishouldntbehere #ideservenothing #inalotofpain #itsmyfault #idontmatter #imdone


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I have two best friends and one of them makes me wheeze about the present and the other makes me fucking die because of the past 😂 both are horrible because I sound like a dying seal. -
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#depression #depressionquotes #depressed #dep #depressingquotes #suicidegirls #suicide #suicideboys #suicidegirl #suicideboy #suicidalteen #suicidall #suicidal #suicidalthoughts #suicidalgirl #suicidalteens #cuttingmyself #stupid #fat #worthlessteen #worthless #selfharnn #selfhate #trustissues #betteroffdead #betteroffalone #givingup


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🥀
The pain in my heart just won't end
The words that I find just don't seem to compare
Awaiting my death in the end
Alone, I must seek out the end to begin
So nobody wants death
'Cause nobody wants life to end
I'm the only one stressed
I'm the only one tired of having fake friends
Put the noose on my neck
And the hole in my back, again
I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face
This is the end
Waste of tears
Waste of years and months
Faced my fears


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Hurt me
Break my heart
Worthless
Can't keep love at all
Turning, twist myself
Worthless
Can't keep love at all, at all

#die#depression#alone#nofriends#suicide#suicidedays#dying#noonecares#goaway#killme#why#notgoodenough#worthless#cry#noose#stressed#pain#end#xxx#x#xxxtentacion#17


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I didn’t work Tuesday so I went to my friends and stayed the night. Who happens to be my ex, but she’s my best friend so.
Anyways.
My appetite has been crazy, I think I’m gonna start my period.
Also had a pregnancy scare with my boyfriend, and that was stressful.
Took a test, came back negative.
Probably gonna take another just to make sure.
Actually slightly been struggling with my weight, but I’ll get better.
I’m trying guys.
Look at all the food I ate Tuesday and Wednesday.😂 #worthless #ed #ednos #eatingdisorder #ugly #inlove #overthinking #pain #lost #happy #gay #lgbt #lesbian #bisexual eating #bulimia #bulimic #workout #gross #fat #food #school #photography #depression #suicide #anorexic #anorexia #exercise #weightloss #xoxo


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It’s not about being there for me, it’s about respecting me enough to tell me why you’re not •





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Because if this is reality then I guess I’m not alive, because I don’t know a life in where I can’t make things right •





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Did I survive or am I cursed?
Did I die or did I learn?
What if I woke up like nothing happened?
What if I never wake up?
My dear, then what’s my purpose?
What if I woke up like nothing happened?
And darling, darling, what if you woke up, too?






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Monday, June 18th, I’m sorry I’ve been busy with moving and working.
Busy busy busy.
Gym sessions are in the mornings now.
It’s different, but I obviously still hit PRS.🤟🏼
Almost in the 100’s on squats and that’s big for me, honestly.
I hope everyone is doing well!
Will update for the rest of the week tonight as well.
#worthless #ed #ednos #eatingdisorder #ugly #inlove #overthinking #pain #lost #happy #gay #lgbt #lesbian #bisexual eating #bulimia #bulimic #workout #gross #fat #food #school #photography #depression #suicide #anorexic #anorexia #exercise #weightloss #xoxo


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(I made this edit)
I hate my body. I hate my way of thinking. I hate that i breathe. I don't want to live. Why am i like this? Why not someone else. Even my own family hates me. Why do everyone favortise my siblings? I don't get it. #depressed #worthless #useless #bitch #hate #fat


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I really need to start working out again. Like harder than ever. I've gotten so fat. I was still fat the past year or two but the past few months I've gained sooo much damn weight cuz they use it for cancer patients to gain weight. I used to weigh about 195-220 on average and was about 5 foot 3 to 5 foot 5. Last time I weighed was 2 months ago at the end of April and I was like 250 and 5 foot 6.i need to drop at least 50 pounds. Hopefully 70. I'll probably start after church camp tho. Won't have the money to get a gym membership until then. Imma be losing weight THE RIGHT WAY. Not STARVING myself 5 days a week, taking laxatives, bulimia, etc. Imma actually work HARD and eat right. Not any basic pussy workouts. Serious shit. I'll probably eventually turn this instagram into 3 main themes. Sad/aesthetic, bdsm, and workout vids. Goodnight #depressed#depressing#depression#anxiety#depressedquotes#depressingquotes#broken#suicide#suicidal#sad#alone#ugly#worthless#loner#pain#misunderstood#kms#cute#cut#v#i


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Im so fat...im so ugly. Why can't i be someone else? Its unfair
#depressed #hate #ugly #fat #worthless #useless


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This unstable middle stage I’m currently living in is very weird. -Tens thousand mood swings - extreme sensitivity to extreme nothingness...
#anxiety#love#peace#poetry#insomnia#equalrights#depression#borderlinepersonality#poems#grunge#aesthetic#music#mentalhealth#worthless#weed#healing#cutting#blood#ana#depressed


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