For years now I've struggled alot with music. I've been embarresed to play anything when I'm with someone, or talk about it in general. This is so sad, and I hate it. Cause I used to love music, I could not go half a day without it.
But somehow gradually people began to become really negative towards me and the music I liked. They would tell me to turn it off, say it sucks, or just put on something else. And fucking hell that sucks so bad. I became so insecure about it that I stopped listening to anything.
Earlier this year I was trying to open up about it more because I thought it was safe. But again I got struck down. By someone claiming to "love all kinds of music", but they never wanted to listen to what I did. Whenever I tried talking about music, they just ignored me, or told me something I should listen to instead.
And if you do this, or act like this to someone, then fuck you. Go elsewhere cause I'm not fucking interested. Now I'm finally starting to reach a point where I can say "fuck it, imma listen to this because I love it." .
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