...Beauty from chaos.
Holy wow...I have so much resistance to sitting down and making art. I get super overwhelmed by all the ideas pumping through me, and the amount of energy that pulses through my body when I get ready to create something. Usually i just dont even sit to do it, because it feels like too much. I'll clean, and organize, and do laundry, and every other thing possible in order to "prepare" (more like avoid) to sit and do it. For a long time I labeled that feeling as anxiety, but today I realized it's just a massive amount of creativity that wants to come into form, and I just so happen to be a vessel for it to move through. It's so simple, but also really f-ing not.
Here's a sneak peak into @yellowlotusflower.