So my treasured Instagram friends. Long time no see . So this is the state of my only bank account balance . Yup 0.27 dollars . But I am sure it will be better and the only way is up . I promise to grow this dismay balance slowly over the coming months years and decades . So please keep following me and see that I am a doer and not a liar. All because of the Dear Real God. How do I survive in this city state Singapore . I survived because I sold my half share of the family hdb flat to my younger sister and because of the generosity of dear friends such as blk 22 sin ming road cleaner Bangladeshi Baha, blk 24 sin ming road Kang yuan Healthcare Alen tan, Jin ta jie and Jane and my roommate Weekok. They believed in me due to the interactions I had with them ; they believed that I was able to do good in life. Without their loans life would be very difficult for me . I promised them every 10 dollars they loaned to me I would pay back to them 20 and I did. BTW I am a recovering schizophrenia mental illness patient . My dear friends no need to be supportive of me and could reject me but because I did not behave like a typical mental illness patient, they showed me friendship and human interactions I needed . Tyvm my dear real life friends . I am stable and recovering because I respected my mental Healthcare doctors and stick vehemently to their requirements . I was in Queenstown remand prison for 2 long months because I no listened to doctor instructions and steadfastly ate my prescription medications. When I was first diagnosed in 2004, I was given injection and medicines . During my day in court the judge had wanted to give me a deterrent sentence but I was able to convince her to release me back to society because I had worked out a plan with my doctor ; just promised to the judge you will not need help with medications again and will work with my doctors on the journey towards recovery . Now, glad to say, I am off injections and on 9 low dosage medicines a day . I plan to work on reducing the amount of medicine I have to take. Continue in comments .