awwww tbt to the time I modeled for a company that paid me in fucking DUST (and most of the girls EVEN LESS) even though they ended up making $1 MILLION dollars on the FIRST day of sales! I love when people use the youth for sales! Thank god im not young and impressionable and dying for a dream that isn’t real anymore
Adulthood is googling “how to open a bottle of wine without a corkscrew” every 3 weeks and still never learning it was a good day besides that tho @fashionnovacurve
I rarely ever talk about this, but today my body dysmorphia hit me so hard. Being a woman whose weight fluctuated at a very crucial time in her life, gained 50 lb, then lost 40lb due to health issues, I feel like I don’t know what I look like anymore. I don’t know what’s real anymore. It gets especially hard for me during summer. It breaks my heart when people think I gained OR lost weight for “clout”. You have no idea what it feels like to not identify with yourself at all. And if you do, I hope it gets easier. I just wanna feel whole. I wanna feel like I know me. This really breaks my heart to talk about because I know so many of you look to me for that “body posi” content but this is real life. Most of your body posi favs have at one point or another had hardships. This doesn’t make us any less. It only makes us more real. Just because it is my JOB to post pictures doesn’t mean I’m always happy with myself. And please don’t believe everything you see on these apps. Everything is distorted and meant to attract your likes. It really hurts to know other people know what I look like but I may never. Praying for everyone dealing with this as summer approaches
I refuse to show the full mugshots because of how normalized hurt blck bodies have become in our society. Everyday I wake up and hear about a new white shooter. Everyday they go into custody unharmed and proud. This goes beyond the NFL. The example we have set is disturbing but this is America. Mother Earth is crying right now. Praying for blck ppl, Palestinians, the Rohingya, Flint, anyone without food or shelter rn. We have failed you. Please tell us how we can help. Have you been effected by our fucked up system? My dms/comments are yours. How can we help you?
Incase u were wondering, the girls are doing better than ever. SITTING and everythingggg Top @fashionnovacurve
sometimes I feel like I look like a really cute baby dinosaur but that might just be me gassing myself and if that’s the case I know you lovely ppl will lie and agree, rite ?🦕🦕🦕🦕🦕🦕🦕🦕🦕🦕
Sometimes u Just gotta greet ur food delivery guy looking like death to show him ur energy lately♀️