I fucking hate this and myself so much.. You will always be my little Star, and I will always love you so much. I just hope you remember how much we care for you little one.... #fuck#whatthehell#helpme#ifeelempty
I AM strong, and God will not give me more than I can handle. I'm making changes in my life, whether they be big or small, and I'm going to live MY life the way that I want to. Without feeling guilty for it. I'm done trying to please everyone else. It's time to please my damn self.
Lately I've been feeling off. Maybe it's the pressure from the these last few weeks of the semester. Maybe it's the 3 year mark of my grandfather's passing. Maybe it's all the hours I work. Maybe its a combination. All I know is around this time of year I'm always in a dark place in my mind, even though I should be happy because of spring. But this is the time of year i doubt myself, and I can't help it. I just have to keep this quote in mind, and just keep pushing forward.
Tonight was one of the best nights of my life. I got to see Kevin Hart with my two favorite people. My best friend, and my wonderful fiance (who was also the birthday girl). We couldn't have our phones out until the end, but it was such a great show
"I got you my mind, baby"
I finally did my makeup today, and I think it's safe to say that I'm feeling myself
Today, February 2nd, 2018 around 2:47, you were put down. I say this with such a heavy heart. Watching you be put down was the second hardest thing I have ever seen in my life. The first being my grandfather (you're owner) passing away out of no where. You were such an amazing dog and you had a great 17 years of life. I love you so much sir Charles, please say hello to grandpa for me