Emmy Lake@emmy97xox

🌸single
💭mental illness
💋makeup lover
🔪addiction
🎀one day i want to honestly say, i made it

have to share probably the fanciest dessert i’ve ever had. it was (i’m about to butcher what it actually was so i’m sorry to whoever made the menu and made my food) but it was like apple and rhubarb crumble with cream, a raspberry sauce, passionfruit sauce and prune and vanilla ice cream! oh and it had a biscotti on it... i think that’s what it’s called. it was so good! such a lovely day💖 #food #foodcoma #soyummy #instafood #foodporn #foodphotography #swanvalley #dayout #doubletap #followme #smile


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spent the last week in bed (and unboxing a new fridge) but i got out on friday with nan and pop to celebrate my 21st with a nice birthday lunch. we looked at some other beautiful places in the swan valley while we were there. it was a lovely day. getting ready for a massive week of appointments so i better take a moment to catch my breath, fellow spoonies will understand. also may be off the market 💑 more on that later x #spoonie #spoonieproblems #spoonielife #spooniewarrior #nanandpop #dayout #recovery #food #swanvalley #sopretty #doubletap #followme #followmyjourney ##smile


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me trying to look all cute and glam when in reality i’m all blocked up with a cold and i feel like crap. i’ve had the cold for over 2 months now and it sucks, having a crap immune system is the worst *sniff* but oh well, happy with this lip colour and my baby hairs are laying cute 🎀 #cold #immunesystem #mineisbroken #babyhairs #makeup #lips #lipgloss #doubletap #followme #followmyjourney #mandown #thembrowstho #naturalhair #smile


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mammogram... it was a walk in the park! i just let her do her thing, she wants my boob here, that’s fine, you move it there, i’m chill. as for the squish part that was nothing like what i expected. it didn’t hurt at all 😂 it was totally fine, nothing like what people tell you, the chick was lovely, you just got to be confident while she’s moving your tit around, i just let her do her thing, at one point i felt like i was on australia’s next top model, i kept saying “did you get the shot?” 😂👏🏼 because they also take a sideways one which is a little more uncomfortable but you know whatevs, your only standing in that position for like 30 seconds. #mammogram #boobyscan #squish #slaying #notpainful #notawkwardatall #justbecool #21yo #lumpybumpy #pink #boots #winterfashion #plussizefashion #doubletap #followme #followmyjourney we get the results next thursday, whatever they are i’ll be fine #imperfectlyperfect #smile


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just have to smile when i look at this photo. it’s me with my podiatrist, he has dug our many of my ingrown toenails and made me bleed loads of times, but his such a good guy and so good at his job. on this day he was taking scans of my feet so i could get orthotics made, we were cracking jokes the entire time and we told him that we were taking photos because it was such a #spooniemoment , he even told us he knew what spoonies were. he watched me strut my stuff up and down the hallway and i tried not to bust out in my best #australiasnexttopmodel moment and blow him away, instead i kept it low-key and showed him how my ankles roll in. he made sure to get my orthotics made in the most gorgeous pink and made them fit my feet perfectly, it’s so nice when your specialists just get that you have so many problems and they take the time to listen to you. stephan wasn’t the one who did the major plastic surgery i had on my toe, that was done by nic, same clinic. there just so nice there, but i still see many future visits because ingrown toenails seem to be an ongoing problem for me. just #spoonielife #podiatrist #podiatry #laughing #happy #spoonie #followme #doubletap #lookingglam #orthotics #modelwalk #smile


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pink lips and fake freckles 🎀 love looking back at myself all glam on days when i’m in bed too sick to move. i’m currently on antibiotics and they have really taken there toll. more doctors appointments coming up for this week, best i get ready for the fun to begin 🌧️#spoonie #spoonielife #spooniewarrior #doctor #fakefreckles #pinklips #pink #weekahead #makeup #antibiotics #doubletap #followme #smile


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living my best spoonie life rocking a sexy gown today as i was having a breast ultrasound because of a suspicious lump. i get the results back tomorrow to see if i will need further tests or if something came back on this scan. safe to say i was a little nervous as you can see here, but i did pretty good. shout out to ma @linda_joy72 for being by my side the entire time. we shall see what tomorrow brings 🌨️🎀💞 #doyouevenfashun #breastscan #ultrasound #21 #suspicious #tomorrowisanewday #workit #ownit #fashion #pinkhandbag #boots #doubletap #followme #spoonielife #spooniewarrior #spoonieproblems #smile


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best friends for over a decade @mimix_9 love this girl so much, we have grown up together, i have seen you grow so much but your still the same girl i remember. your stuck with me for life because you know bloody everything about me😂 and we didn’t even plan that we are wearing matching pants, shoes and even socks... just our best friend instinct from way back. love you more than words xxx #bestfriend #bestfriendgoals #matchingoutfits #twinning #didntevenplanit #overadecade #weresoold #lol #grewuptogether #loveher #birthday #doubletap #followme #pink #smile


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so much love for this photo. you can see my psoriasis on my arm, my hair is as natural as can be, my beauty mark isn’t concealed and i love my lips. only problem is i’m sick as hell in this photo 😂 but oh well, looking glam for the gram😛 #psoriasiswarrior #psoriasisawareness #beautymark #makeup #makeuponpoint👌 #lips #naturalhair #hairgrowth #scars #mentalhealth #sick #cold #flu #illlife #doubletap #followme #psoriasis #pink #ddlg #singlegirl #smile


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inspiration can come from anywhere and anyone, this mornings breakfast inspiration came from an old high school friend who you should really go follow @pennithyy . she’s on an amazing weight loss journey and she is doing so well and she inspired me to get up and drink green powder by @tropeaka some apple cider vinegar and cranberry juice to help my psoriasis, green tea with lemon and eat some yummy fruit to start my day. hun your doing so well and thank you so much for inspiring me to get back into it and start my transformation again xxx #weightlosstransformation #weightlossjourney #gofollowher #tropeaka #greenspowder #applecidervinegar #banana #lemon #greentea #psoriasissucks #psoriasisdiet #doubletap #followme #icandothis #inspiration #smile


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when you and your best friend for over a decade show up wearing the same colored shoes and pants and you didn’t even plan it😂👏🏼 such a cool moment 🎀 @mimix_9 #bestfriend #bestfriendgoals #bestie #morethanadecade #birthday #pink #shoes #love #socute #workit #ownit #doubletap #followme #loveher #shesamazing #grewuptogether #21stbirthdayoutfit #smile


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