It should’ve been me. I should be dead. Then the world would go on, and there would be no one to miss. Fuck you god. Why do you have to take everything and everyone I love? Why do you do this to me? Is all part of your “plan” for humanity? That’s fucked up man. You first take my dad, which split my family apart, then you take my grandparents, then my brother, and now X? What the fuck? Why do you do these things to me? I don’t want to be on this planet anymore, and I don’t give a fuck who pretends to care in the comments. Fuck off, you’re just saying those things to make yourself feel better, so you can go home and think “I helped save a life” even though you may have only stalled it. It’s not like you can cure depression like that. It’s not a disease, it doesn’t just go away. The constant feeling of being numb, and emotionless doesn’t just go away. Don’t take life for granted, live in the present, because you don’t know if you’re going to see tomorrow.