I discovered that what I hate about entrepreneurship is the same thing I love. We’re constantly having to come up with new ideas to see what works. We high five each other one minute and want to punch ourselves in the face the next. We’re grinding out thoughts, banging our heads against wall, always asking each other “what about this idea?!”, crying, laughing, stressing out, going up the rollercoaster, going way down the rollercoaster (like into the dirt), questioning our ability, saying what the f¥€k am I doing this for, loving our days, hating our days...but what if we were just coasting? What if we were SO successful and things were running smoothly we didn’t need new ideas? What if we had employees doing everything for us? I think it would be boring.
Yes I’m having mild heart attacks and panic attacks nearly everyday, but I love being an entrepreneur. I love crafting this brand with Steve. I love saying “omg that’s a great idea”. I love the rush I get from meeting so many other women entrepreneurs. I love being in a community of women that lift and support and encourage and inspire me every single day. I love seeing an idea come to fruition and work!
I lose my spark every day. But you know what...every single time I’m determined to come back, and come back stronger.