I'm tired. Of always being there.. Of going out of my way to try to show people I care.. Or that they're on my mind. I'm tired of unanswered phone calls and texts and feeling like I did something wrong or that I am annoying. I really just need to to focus on people who put the same effort into making me feel important as they do them. And I'm thankful for those people.
Taking a break. Its one of those times I want to shut all social media down and live in the woods.
You may still catch me posting stuff on my other page. @jadedwolfiegaming where I post gaming nonsense.
I'm just tired y'all. Tired of feeling everything and everyone around me. Cutting off bits of myself to heal others... And to try to relate.. And getting let down. I won't front though. The fault lies with me. I give too much of myself to people who don't give a shit.. To people who say they will always be there and become a liar months later. I'm thankful to the handful of people I know will never change and check on me.. But I just struggle with belonging somewhere.. I need to connect on another level.