Thank you to all of you who listened to my @spotify account this year. Somehow my music had been streamed for a slightly astonishing 48,733,668 minutes. That’s over 92 YEARS!
Imagine if I were paid by the hour...
Cannot pick a goddam fingering for my left hand and just stick with it. Driving me crazy. It’s like this for every new piece that I’m learning right now. Too many options. Too little sleep. Too much to think. Please can I have a holiday.
I’ve smoked since I was a (very) little boy. But I think there’s a chance I’m now ready to choose life and love over visceral self hatred and a slow form of suicide.
Day 5 without any form of nicotine.
Let’s see how long this lasts...
If it does last long term I’ll let you know how I did it. Because you won’t fucking believe it (no books hypnosis, substitutions, etc). Gimme a few months to see if I succeed/fail abysmally.