so i was able to go to the memorial thanks to @savemecleopatra and jek, i am honestly extremely fucking thankful. the line and the wait were insane, there were some people that were dumb disrespectful, but it was all worth it, i got to see him one last time. i cried, started shaking, but i held it together and honestly thought it was gonna be worse. i only got like 2 glances at his body bc i couldn’t look at him for longer than that if not i would’ve broken down right there. i just hope he’s happy wherever he is and looking out for his family and brothers #LLJ thank you for being such a huge part of my life and getting me through rough ass times.