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💫 Celebrating all things golden today in @theofficialpandora’s new PANDORA Shine collection. This Queen Bee 🐝 pendant necklace is adorable and so dainty I love it. The colour gold just fills me with so much warmth... jewellery, sunshine (especially golden hour), daffodils in spring, candlelight, gold wrapped sweets and of course honeybees. What’s your favourite golden moment or item? Sending positive vibes your way- no matter what life throws at you, remember the sunshine always shines behind the clouds. Stay golden. #PANDORAShine #DOPANDORA #ad

Bali, Indonesia

Happy Friday guyssssss! Here’s a pic of me posing and trying to look waaay cooler than I actually am... cosy hoodies are my go to even here in Bali (we always have the air con on ice cold haha) 🙊 ~
Over the past couple of days I’ve fallen into the trap of comparing myself to others. On my feed I see all the amazing images of girls in bikinis on beaches or wearing amazing outfits or photos that have been edited in a way I’d never be able to do and it makes me feel shit. I wonder why can’t I be like them, why can’t I look like them, why can’t I edit like them? I know that endlessly scrolling and comparing myself to others is super detrimental but I can’t help it sometimes. I love being inspired by other people’s photos but it can be so damaging when you then start to think you’re not as good as them. I feel under pressure to get certain photos and my anxiety is definitely heightened because of this. I can’t enjoy my surroundings or enjoy taking photos when my mind is elsewhere. I’ve realised I need to take a step back. I need to stop scrolling and just do my own thing. Enjoy the moment and not constantly worry about taking pictures that people will repost or comment ‘goals’ on and just take pictures that I like and have fun doing it! I never thought my Instagram would evolve to have photos of me in bikinis, I’m still not fully comfortable in front of the camera but I’m improving with time. I think the most important thing is to realise you’re doing it and make a conscious effort to stop yourself. I’m my own person, and you guys seem to like following me for these long rambling captions and I think you like my photos haha? Be you. Believe in you. Live for you. Remember “Every minute you spend wishing you had someone else’s life is a minute spent wasting yours” does anyone else feel the same? Let me know your thoughts on this below, ly all 💗 (as always, you can shop my outfit here: #liketkit #bali #comparisonisthethiefofjoy

Canggu, Badung, Bali

The breakfast here sure does beat the breakfasts I have at home lol... here’s a pic of me in one of the most instagrammed spots in Bali @kyndcommunity but lemme tell you this place is incredible!!! I’m putting together a guide of my fave vegan places to eat in Bali and this place has to be top of the list 🙌🏻
It’s nearly 5pm here so while some of you may just be waking up we’ve had nearly a full day. Today’s been one of those days where nothing has really gone to plan... we’ve come to Ubud and there’s been a dramatic change in weather (its basically rained and been cloudy all day except for a 10 minute sunshine gap) which is not great when you wanna take pics, but what can you do 🤷🏼‍♀️ we’ve made the most of it but I hate being in a nice country and it raining, feels like such a waste of a day!!! Things don’t always go to plan in life though so I guess it’s appropriate for me to leave this quote here, it’s been one of my favourites recently- “Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it. Always work with it, not against it.” 💗🌿 #liketkit #kyndcommunity #bali

Kynd Community

Days by the pool at @thejungalowbali 🌴🌿💧 I’m honestly in awe at all of the places I’ve been lucky enough to stay in out here, it’s literally a dream come true, thanks @social_luxe for hooking us up with this villa! ~
Today I’ve been thinking a lot about insecurities. I’m not ashamed to say I airbrushed this photo a little because the light was so harsh it made my skin look horrendous- worse than irl in my opinion. Some of you guys may have seen the post a few weeks ago where I didn’t edit my self harm scars out, and that’s something that I’m slowly starting to do less of. Today I had a massage and as relaxing as it was the whole time I was led there worrying. Worrying about what the masseuse would think of my scars, would she mind putting pressure on them, would she be judging me, or worse- would she ask me about them? I can’t remember ever being asked during a massage about them but it’s always my worst fear... I was worrying about my mosquito bites (I have quite a few large ones on me) and what she would think of those, my cracked heels, my half painted toenails, my hairy legs... and then I told myself maddie, relax. She probably doesn’t care. She’s probably seen worse. She’s there to do her job and you are here to switch off and not overthink. So I just wanted to say to those of you who are worried about getting a massage or just wearing short sleeves or bearing scars or other insecurities please do not waste your time worrying. Do not try to mind read or predict outcomes. Even if people do think negatively that’s their issue. You are beautiful and you are worthy 🙌🏻💗 (As always you can shop my swimsuit on here by liking this pic or typing in this link: #liketkit #thejungalow #bali

Bali, Indonesia

Just out here eating the best damn vegan food everrrrrr!! How insane are these waffles (gf too) and the smoothie?!?! You wouldn’t believe how many cameras/ shots it took to get this one... ty to @theglowedit for persevering & @laurareidd for providing the camera that nailed the shot 🙌🏻
Today I wanted to talk to you guys a little bit about being grateful. Being grateful for things is something I have put on my list to do more often. A lot of the time I find myself complaining & moaning about things, sometimes small, sometimes big, often work related things. I’ve been trying to take a step back and think... actually I’m in a VERY privileged place in life. I get to call travelling to Bali and taking amazing pictures every day work!!! Things aren’t as glamorous as they seem and things go wrong and things don’t work out but at the end of the day I’m super grateful to be doing this as a job, I’m super grateful for my family, friends, YOU GUYS, my dog and my wonderful boyfriend. Each morning if you wake up and think about what you are grateful for I promise you your mindset will start to shift. Or even when you’re struggling, when you’re consumed by darkness, sit down and think about things that you are grateful for- it can be anything! The power of positive thinking is so so important in recovery or just in day to day life. Negative emotions can so often engulf us but let’s try and change that. What are you grateful for?! Leave a comment below!!! 🙏🏻💗🌿 (shop my outfit on here: #liketkit #bali #veganfoodbali

Seminyak, Bali

When ur tryna eat healthy and someone walks past with fries... 🍟 no I joke I joke it’s actually sooo easy and cheap to eat yummy healthy vegan food here and I love it! Here’s me posing on a post in a cute 🐆 bikini for ya... (pls remember these kinda photos are not real lol I took my makeup off straight after this and I’m now a sweaty mess) Hope you guys are having a lovely Sunday, and happy Mother’s Day to all those mums out there, especially Mumma Bruce @valibruce! It’s been 36 degrees here today- soooo crazy hot but I love it! I know I always say it but the weather and environment when I’m away just makes me soooo relaxed about things, I honestly wish my anxiety could be like this all the time... maybe I should move here 🤔😂 I think being with others really really helps. When I’m travelling by myself I always overthink EVERYTHING and panic and my mindset is so totally different to when I’m with someone. When you’re by yourself being in an anxiety bubble can make you feel so alone, does anyone else get this? (Btw these glasses were like £3 from eBay, you can shop them & this bikini here: #liketkit #bali #prettylittlething

Villa Mimi Bali

Mornings in Bali @jungleroombali 🌿 when you’re in Bali with the queen of shower photos @theglowedit you gotta do it 🤷🏼‍♀️ I still have a tan from the Caribbean but I topped it up with my fave @bondisands ultra dark which is amazingggggg! After so many of you asked I’ve decided to daily vlog out here and maybe do a vegan guide to Bali of all my fave spots?! The weather here is amazing and I feel so at peace. The only thing that I don’t like is all the poor street pups :( just wanna take them all home! I mean the villa we’re in is big enough 🤔😂 I’m wearing new swimwear from @inthestyle & you can shop right here: the set is just £15.99!!) #thejungleroom #liketkit #inthestyle

JungleRoom Bali

You are beautiful 💕 here’s 4 pics of me posing bc I couldn’t decide... say hello to my new silver hair! It’s not as bold as my last colours but I literally just did it as my blue faded to a horrible mouldy green colour and I have loadsssss of purple shampoo from my blonde days! Also shout out to Heidi at @venturahair for the olaplex treatment and blowdry, I am literally so excited that there’s an amazing (highly instagrammable) hair salon at my GYM!!!! Life goals 🙌🏻 if you’re in the Southampton/ Eastleigh area pop into Ventura at @placesleisureeastleigh and mention my name when you book to get 20% off a cut or a blowdry! ~
I currently do not look like this as this was the other day. At the moment I’m in the airport in Dubai waiting for my flight to Bali. I’ve literally had a nightmare day and pretty much everything my anxiety predicted would go wrong has gone wrong, ok slight exaggeration but 2 of the main things I was worried about have (the main one being @theglowedit missed her flight so I’ve had to fly to Bali alone 😫 get here soon pls kate) I absolutely HATE flying alone. Although I do it a lot it’s probably the thing that gives me the most anxiety ever. I’m constantly thinking I’ve lost something, I’m gunna miss my flight, I’m not gunna know where to go etc etc and it’s usually fine but being by yourself gives you lots of time to overthink. The last time I flew to Bali my grandma had just died so I was in a horrendous state of mind. I felt so alone and I literally spent my first few days out there crying. ANYWAY- I can not compare that experience because today I am being so chill. I’m in a different mindset, I’m not alone, I have internet, I have a plug socket and McDonald’s is calling my name (leaving the healthy eating till il actually out in Bali) soooo yeah I guess what I’m trying to say is don’t compare your past experiences and let them shape your future ones. Just because things your anxiety predicted happened doesn’t mean anxiety has won (wise words from @samuel_johnstone1, I’m literally so lucky to have such an amazing understanding boyfriend). Push yourself because it’s the only way you will learn 🙌🏻 love you all 💗

Dubai International Terminal 3

Throwback to this fluffy little number from @riverisland, I put it on this morning and have managed to get the pollen from the lilies I have in my lounge ALL over it so it’s currently soaking in stain remover, ooooops 🤦🏼‍♀️ smashed a PT sesh at @placesleisureeastleigh this morning and I’m so proud because I reallllly didn’t wanna get out of bed! I feel so good now and I always forget how much exercise helps my anxiety, I’m super calm and motivated for today! Note to self: drag yourself out of bed to the gym because it’s always so worth it... does anyone else struggle?!🙊 (shop my whole outfit here: #liketkit #imwearingri #riverisland

Hythe, Southampton, United Kingdom

Guys we’ve made it through Monday 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 Admittedly my Monday looked very different to this rooftop dancing in a maxi dress with my hair in braids in the Caribbean as it SNOWED today, but I’ve tried to maintain the same level of chill (tbh I don’t think that’s ever gunna happen). Today has actually been rather productive for me and I think the cbd oil I’ve been taking has helped slightly, I’ve just popped a super long insta story up all about cbd oil so check it out if you’re interested. How was your day? Even if you had a shit day please always remember to CELEBRATE THE TINY VICTORIES!!! If you got out of bed, washed your face, put clothes on, brushed your teeth, told someone how you feel, stroked a pet or even had one positive thought in a time of negativity you need to pat yourself on the back!!!!! A nurse when I was in hospital told me to always write down the small victories at the end of my day and congratulate myself for them 🙏🏻 and remember, little victories lead to bigger victories! It’s all about taking small steps ☀️☀️☀️ #liketkit #dominicanrepublic #caribbean #smallvictories #mentalhealthawareness

Uvero Alto, La Altagracia, Dominican Republic

Here’s a pic of me on my element eating fresh donuts outside the cutest pink house! @Samuel_johnstone1 took me away to Devon for the weekend and it’s been bliss. We’ve walked along the seaside in the sun, eaten lotssss of food and had a spa day today 🙌🏻 I’ve been unusually calm this weekend and aside from the peaceful setting I think it could also be down to the fact I started taking CBD oil for my anxiety on Saturday. I’ve only been taking one or two sporadic doses per day buttttt I *think* it could be starting to calm my mind? I put a little bit about it on my story but would you guys like me to document my journey with it and let you know if it helps or not? Most of you probably have no idea what it is (I didn’t know either till a few weeks ago) so I can tell you what I’ve found out- I’m up for trying anything when it comes to treating anxiety especially if it’s natural!!! I’m really hopeful with this 🙏🏻 my psychiatrist has prescribed me a new anxiety medication as it’s been too much for me to deal with lately but I might hold out on that and just see how I get on with the CBD oil! Hope you guys have had a good weekend and even if you haven’t, it’s a new day/ week tomorrow which I promise will be better 🙏🏻 (ps. you can shop my outfit and swimming costume by signing up to for free, it sends you an email with links to every item!!!: #liketkit #sidmouth #pinkhouse #newlook #mentalhealth #anxiety #cbdoil


Slowly starting to incorporate some florals into my wardrobe... I’m not fully in spring mode yet as they’re still pretty dark but I’m getting there 😂 pink florals I’m coming for you soon! What’s your fave season?! Mine is most definitely summer, the sunshine has such a positive impact on my mental health! Does anyone else find this?! Obsessed with @newlook’s new season's stripes and florals collections, I HAD to show you my second outfit since you guys seemed to love the stripy two piece! Want to discover more? Check out the link in my bio to know what's in at New Look 🙏🏻 ad #newlookfashion #newlook #dailymail #discountcode #liketkit