“Please Mr. Jailer...”
(weird day, but the restoration is beautiful)
“There is nothing like looking, if you want to find something. You certainly usually find something, if you look, but it is not always quite the something you were after.”
- J.R.R. Tolkien [The Hobbit]
I think I’m at the tail end of this thing & will make it in to clinical tomorrow. I don’t feel great but I can make this work. 6 weeks & I’m done this. It’s going to go by so fast & I’m super excited! After this I can go back to working in critical care. jumping through (expensive) hoops is never fun but often necessary. It is what it is. Looking back I think it was a huge waste of time & money but rules is rules. I almost didn’t do this, almost told them to stick it. But I really wanted to go back to nursing & this was the most reasonable path so I sucked up my pride & did it. Crazy where life leads us.
Have a good week my friends. If you are in Toronto, stay cool, it’s absolutely brutal outside today.
WARNING: <WHINY BITCH RANT>
Current mood. STILL sick. Add to that a brutal 2-day migraine I can’t shake. I’m pretty sure this virus is trying to kill me. Why?? I’m not a bad person. I’ve done nothing wrong. I use hand sanitizer like a crazy person. WHY?!? All I need is to be in fairly decent shape on Tuesday so I can do this BS clinical & get on with my life. I don’t need this stupid cold complicating things!
I don’t like to bitch/complain but I think I’ve hit the wall for playing nice & now I’m just pissed. I’ve had enough. Jesus fucking Christ, I don’t ask for much (though maybe that’s my problem? Maybe I need to get greedy??), I’ve been waiting since mid-Feb to do this last clinical & NOW I get sick?! Are you fucking kidding me?? Bloody hell!!! It’s been so bad I don’t even remember what it feels like not to be sick. It needs to stop! </END RANT> #hadenough
Finishing touches on resume thing. I have a full-day mandatory career workshop at the end of the month (why?!). I’ve gotten every job I have ever applied/interviewed for, don’t need a workshop yo. Checking things off lists. A month & a half and I’m done this dog & pony show and can get back to my regular life. #doingthething#resume#rn#nurselife#RNrefresher#careerworkshop