Marcus Kan@mistermkan

🇨🇦 Owner of @TorontoDesignersMarket. Founder of @DrawADot & Co-Founder of @EatingExperiment. FAJO Artistic Director.
📬: marcus@fusionofeffects.com

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Marcus Kan

If the Dele Alli challenge represents a victory, then at least I am having a small one right now. Yes, I am still here. Safe and Sound.
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I am not going to say I am completely recovered. There are times I still have 2 voices inside my head fighting but I am slowly regaining the power so I will not go in the wrong direction. In the past few weeks, the people I have reached out to have done more than I asked for. They all have taken good care of me and done their best to put me back in one piece. This love energy is the power that helps me to move forward. New friends, old friends and a surprise returning character... thank you for all the love and caring. Please don't give up on me. This battle is hard, but I know I am not alone. .
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What I have learned so far from this saga is I have to see all these negative "events" as part of my comedy show. If I can laugh at all the screwed up situations, then that means they can't hurt me anymore. Also, I need to open my heart and let positive energy in.
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I cannot tell you how my next 24 hours are going to be, but at this current moment, I am feeling safe and peaceful. Hopefully I will be back here soon to share some happy moments with you. For now, I will continue my hiatus. ❤️


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Marcus Kan

For the past few days, my main mission was to show up at different locations to let these people be my super heroes. If people are willing to catch me when I am having this free fall, then I don’t really have a reason to cross to the other world. Thank you for all the positive vibes you all are sending me. I will continue to fight this battle. ❤️💪🏻


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Marcus Kan

The last 24 hours was a nightmare. My anxiety came back with no warning sign and put me in a very low self esteem position. I couldn’t even express how I felt. It came to a point I asked my friends if I could even be able to reach my 34th birthday. .
Good thing is I know whom I can reach out to for this battle. If I reach out to you, I hope you can spare some time for me because I know you have something that can help me. If I am not replying your messages, that’s not because I don’t cherish you and being rude. I just need to use my energy wisely to fight this battle. Please give me time and space and I will get back to you.
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I am not ok and I am fine to admit that. I promise I will continue to live my life and get the positive energy back. Please send me positive vibes and that’s the best thing you can do to help me. Thank you. ❤️


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Marcus Kan

Sometimes my friend is cuter than me and I am ok with that. I also think she is pregnant. Or maybe a food baby...🥑| 📸 @bigasspinata .
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#foodie #foodporn #torontofoodie #avocado #pinata #torotno #tdot


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Marcus Kan

Let me tell you a secret. We actually have a kid together. But why the kid is a beaver, I don’t really have a clue. Maybe we will get the answer in our reality show. 😂
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Joke aside, it was great to see @bulow performing at the @rootscanada #sweatstyle event tonight! Love her songs! .
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#fashion #ootd #rootscanada #funtimes #beaver #MyWifeIsBack


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Marcus Kan

Long weekend vibes. How’s your weekend so far? | 📸 @beyond.the.obvious_ #longweekendvibes
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#cottage #ontario #emsdale #baylake


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Marcus Kan

According to @mrlancechung, I am a rare bird. Come catch me if you can! Happy long weekend everyone and have fun at Caribana! 🐦| 📸 @bigasspinata .
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#wings #toronto #tdot #liveinit #adidas #fashion #ootd #longweekend #longweekendvibes


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Marcus Kan

This is usually my expression when I look at my group chat messages. Never a dull moment I can tell you... | 📸 @maikuwong .
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#cottage #cottagelife #ontario #weekendvibes #positivevibes


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Marcus Kan

I believe in a friendly universe...
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When @derekdesierto has created a new brand ( @friendly_universe ) and the special edition shirt has the motto I believe in... I just have to wear it and take a photo! All proceeds of this shirt will be going towards a LGBT charity! Time for you to support a good cause! | 📸 @_fashionsavage .
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#positivevibes #toronto #tdot #friendlyuniverse #fashion #lgbt


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Marcus Kan

Who wants to sit with me? 🙋🏻‍♂️🙋🏻‍♀️ | 📸 @beyond.the.obvious_
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#ontario #vacation #muskokachair #liveinit #alwaysclassic #ootd #ootdmen #orillia


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Marcus Kan

Stargazing.
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It’s such a magical experience when I was surrounded by stars. This trip helped me to cleanse my mind and remember I am just a tiny character in this Universe. Don’t overload myself with stress. Instead, I need to appreciate the people around me because you never know what is going to happen the next minute. .
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Wish you were here. .
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#cottage #emsdale #baylake #stargazing #positivevibes #nightsky #weekend


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Marcus Kan

Few months ago, I set an intention to have a mini gateaway weekend around my birthday month. Guess what? It happened this weekend! (Who knows? Maybe there is another one coming up)
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Everything just aligned perfectly for this trip. Spending time with my friends was great! The weather was great! And of course the food was perfect! Thanks @rinec @beyond.the.obvious_ & @maikuwong for making this weekend magical! And thanks @pcestyle for taking good care of the store!
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I waited 3 years to have this mini vacation I cherished every single minute of it! .
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And @madelynchung, I do have legs. 🤪 | 📸 @maikuwong .
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#vacation #lake #baylake #bluesky #weekend #weekendvibes #positivevibes


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