Judy Njuki@nyakarimaking

Writer. Blogger. Dreamer and Doer. I ❀️ Jesus 🏡️ [email protected]

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I have to prepare myself to drink this. When I started this health journey my coach warned me about this green smoothie. It is legit horrible. I summon 2 angels from heaven to comfort me. But the way I look at it's, this and a fairly normal life or the fatality of ataxia. I have seen it kill. This is not an option for me. Nicole would not survive my death. There are people who see my value and need me alive. There are other miserable souls (like my twisted in the head cousin) who would rather I die but as they say in Kenya "Shock on you." I am not dying, if anything I will live to rile you up. Evil laughter 🀣🀣🀣(see how Jesus was not there when I think of this woman.) I have finished it. Thank you Jesus. #myswampdrink #lifegiving #whatataxia #prayforme #prayformycousin #youknowgodismydefenderright #sheislegitonmyblacklist


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Peace allows you clarity of thoughts. I had breakfast out in the garden today. In Sweden you dont forget to acknowledge a summer day like this. Blink and winter will be here. 😭😭😭😭 I am still discovering the nooks in this flat. So serene, I am playing my gospel playlist and life is just beautiful right now. This may be my new quiet time spot with the BFF God Almighty. My rock, shield, fortress and friend. Do you know God never ever lets you down. Or hurts you or falsely accuses you? Have a great week. #lifeisgood #onlyGod #quiettime


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Living alone is so bae. I can be such an extrovert but at the same time love my alone time. πŸŽ†V. doesnt believe I have an introverted side. "Thats coz I love you guys." They are all very smart people. V. Speaks 6 languages. She fascinates me. Yvonne is an architect. Their sis is a surgeon. Aaron is an engineer. The conversations in Vellinge were so stimulating. πŸŽ‡ Otherwise I can be snobbish and never bother with many people. Jesus is working on my "cutting off people in my life without a second thought" behaviour. πŸŽ‡Back to living alone. πŸŽ‡I can clear my thoughts, spend quiet time with my BFF God, write, drink this matcha tea, and shower at 6pm if I want. Who is going to buy me an apartment in Sweden and Kenya and in USA so I can produce my bestsellers, open a new blog, write in 2 blogs, open my Youtube channel. πŸŽ‡@tylerperry πŸŽ†He recently bought Tiffany Hadish a tesla. Dear @tylerperry I dont want a tesla. I just need an apartment and a Macbook then I will write and write for you. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸŽ‡ I am crazy. Its the not showering talking. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ P.S. I got that Bible (it says WORD) from Hillsong in 2013.πŸŽ‡It is so easy to read. #peaceandquiet #thisisbliss #solitude #smellyperson #ihavenothadbreakfastyet


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V. Brought my super food powders and supplements that feed my body and make it work this morning. For my green shake. These subdue ataxia and give me a normal life. ❀️❀️❀️😁😁😁😁🌺🌺🌺🌺 They are matcha powder (has more antioxidants than green tea), maca powder (for energy), baobab powder (great source of vitamin C which you need for immunity), chlorella powder (great for heavy metal detox), turmeric powder and black pepper (great for gut and brain inflammation) nettle powder (aids the liver in detox) wheatgrass and moringa leaf powders (superfoods) beetroot powder (too many benefits to list) L-Glutamine (for my gut) and Omega-3, magnesium, Vitamins D and a B complex. This may appear bothersome but the benefits I get outweigh the discomfort.I have slayed ataxia. Ask me how if interested. #lovegift #naturalhealth #guthealth #noataxiahere #thankyoujesus


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Kericho gold tea time at my new small apartment in Lund, Sweden. 5pm is tea time in Kenya or Sweden. #kenyantea #sverigeπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ͺ


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Yesterday was a very emotional day for me. I said goodbye to my Vellinge family. They got me a beautiful notebook not knowing I love notebooks. Plus a card plus lots of other things that blew my mind. The last 6 weeks have been full of love, joy, acceptance, appreciation, healing. They have given me the gift of seeing me ...the real me, for the first time in more than 5 years here. No one here knows who I really I'm. I'm an expert of wearing different masks. Anyway, I have made life long friends. I have a family that adores me and worries about me. I did not see this coming. Their love has made up for all the grief people give me. My heart is so full and I am excited about my future. #myvellingepeople #love #ihavefamily #thankyouJesus #ourthoughtsarenotyourthoughts


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πŸŽ†Buses.πŸŽ† I had to go into MalmΓΆ town alone to run an errand this week. (My Vellinge family take me everywhere but I insisted on doing this alone. They were so worried. "Call us Judy, if anything goes wrong.")The most exciting bit was using the bus. Buses, schedules, crowds, the little traffic in MalmΓΆ can not be considered fun by anyone. Wait till you get so sick you cant use a bus. This was me last year and I yearned to use the bus again. Well, I am now and I love it. I will never complain if the bus is 3 minutes late ever. I think God allows some issues for you to appreciate mundane things like grocery shopping and Swedish public transport. Thank you Jesus. Thats why we are besties 😍😍😍. PS. I have been adopted by Yvonnes entire family. Including the cats. We needed their signatures as well. 🀣🀣🀣🀣Just kidding. I am like 100 years.🀣🀣🀣#MalmΓΆ #skΓ₯netrafiken #busesarebae #vellinge #family #favoured #malmΓΆcentralstation


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We went to see Oceans 8 last night. V. Yvonne and a group of ladies from C3 Church and elsewhere. Anne Hathaways character was hilarious. I also liked Rihannas long faux locs. It was a Good summer evening in MalmΓΆ. #oceans8 #summer #goodcompany


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Crazy Cat Lady Chronicles Continue. These two are brother and sister. Bamsey and Lady. They love hanging out in my room during the day and meaowing all night so I can play with them.😱😱😱( They have day and night totally mixed up)Theres a third cat here SvΓ₯rt Sarah. Shes my buddy as well. Sarah doesnt like the greys. She hisses loudly at them. I dont even own a cat and I'm still a crazy cat lady.😻😻😻😻#vellinge #cats


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Media shy Vivian sang in church last week. She even plays the flute. I begged her for these pics for eons.πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚Dont get so excited this is a one time event. She is an incredibly gorgeous woman. #greekswedishbeauty #friendship #mylastweekhere


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So V. And I walk to @redfellas after church. It is becoming a little tradition for V. to buy us something at @redfellas.I had the Hulk green juice yesterday. My favourite green juice is called "The color of money." That is so funny. It awakens your senses. #greenjuice #sunday


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Long and lovely Sunday. Just getting back home.I keep missing Senegal or Nigeria games. #worldcup #sunday


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