omg i just saw a shooting star ! also do you ever see a plane in the sky and imagine what every single person on it is like? or where they are going or how they feel? there was a plane just before the star and there was a woman name maggie and she was going to new york and she is 29 years old and she’s convinced she is having a mid life crisis because her job is falling apart so she decided to take a sporadic trip to the big city in hopes to try the thought of re locating but she’s full of fear because one she doesn’t like flights and two because she’s only ever been to a small town outside washington and she’s quite terrified but i think it all works out for her. and there’s another person named ben and he’s 35 and has two daughters that are 5 and 7 and one little not so good puppy but he’s adored anyways. the two daughters got him as a surprise one day after school, he says the joy he saw on their faces made him want to buy 10 more. his wife ashley is at home with them and he left on business trip with some of his partners. another woman named lucy is on the flight with her son max, they are going to a family event in florida. max adores space and when the plane took off and went really fast he dreamed he was taking off into space and jumping across stars. but don’t you just love stars, they are so beautiful and are constantly singing silently to you.
all day i’ve been kinda stressed out and my anxiety always gets too high at situations like this and it just sucks so much because i have so much fear for myself and how i’m supposed to act. like i just feel so much panic because i want to be myself but i just can’t, i can feel it bubbling inside and the higher it gets the more it burns and i can feel it in my back and my head gets so heavy and everything just gets so full and it’s so hard to think sometimes , and telling yourself your fine, nothings chasing you, nothings going to hurt you, your capable, your fine, which just let’s a little air out so the bubbles go down but then you realize how it’s turned to black thick tar. this is going to sound fake or dramatic but i swear, as soon as i see a picture of him it just evaporates. i can literally feel it. it’s so so weird. i don’t know why but it just does. lmao sorry for being weird